my cat loves you LOVES YOU

NOT yeah spike loves yas loves tearing you to bits. any didn't update yesterday the blogger was being a bastard and i was doing other things. anyway yesterday was uneventful got up bus maths recess food leadership lunch vis com sac. i got more messages from briany last night and laughed so hard i fell off my chair b you try to hard to scare people your starting to look desperate. anyway went to bed after watching footballers wives and the 100 sexiest artists of all time got really scared PRINCE WON if i remember correctly PRINCE. anyway got up this morning THURSDAY and went to school with a high ony and straightened hair. had leadership in the morning with go nads and lineham doont know where clarkey was but didn't really care. went to recess talked to tash and alburee. uneventful but not bad. went to englisha nd listened to mrs wilson talk and talk and i fell asleep got the cds i had given to tash to give to NYSSA off REBECCA dont really know what ahppened but everything ended up all peachy and wonderful. anyway have to do somethings for becca and found brianys stupid fucking movies that i love and regret bagging arrh well what can you do you've done it now no i can delete the work i won't let you just continue on bagging everything about today ok. went to lunch had a nice convo with alburee i think tash was with brinay don't know don't really care own person blah blah. anyway jo joined us then jenn did to so the convo i was having with alburee about life ended and then we laughed at jo and listened to her complain about her saw ribs and back that no body knows the cause of. anyway went to international studies had to do scab what a waste of time. anyway when i got back to class lara and tach were singing got my phone out and recorded tach humming to i still call australia home and have set it as my ringtone. went to the meeting with sam another bout of empty promises that get my hopes up anyway dad picked me up and i went to go lo saw scully he was moving stuff in and making faces. ha ha you look scary with the dreds and the trolley thing an odd mix but it worked so well. anyway had tea with the woodhouses minus roos who was unbelieveably enough shopping i never saw that coming no no i didn't. anyway went to kmart and coles nick was stacking shelves and thenw e went home and i have sat in front of the computer with no intention of finishing my vis com folio that i am going to redo on the holidays starting from when i get back from melbourne on saturday afternoon. anyway catch you on the flipside thanks tahsa faye and emmy faye for the sentence i didn't say manky or mooch or did i

my cat loves you LOVES YOU

my cat hates you. HATES YOU! hahahahahahah 

I think i broke the blog

eeeiiip or my computer is being manky. any tuesday yet another day off thank you religion. i have watched movies and listened to music all day today quite enjoyable watched the 40 least most metal moments and laughed the metal hair my god how manky i will one day mooch that hair i swear it. anyway got up spent a very long time looking for a vampire movies and found it watched it(how funny are cheaply made movies there is always some form of cheap nudity or somehting along those lines) anyway after that i watched the 40 least metal moments and it was fair sweet. had no internet i was pissed off so bad. anyway the tv is calling me and thats all i've done today i have to homework that i have had 5 days to do. i have a sac tomorrow and i'm still feeling sick should be fun fun visit em's blog she put on some of her painting they rock.
www.dontwalkawayinsilence.blogspot.com anyway by you manky bastards sorry if i stole manky off someone its cool british accents rock em you do a good on

hello banana

nice. have done nothing although i am feeling rather sick right now chris and the chocolate*shakes fist* sharon and adam are freaking me out. em don't turn into a chocoholic it won't end well. i am meant to be going to the express tomorrow but i am feeling really sick and don't want to go. anyway short update as i have done nothing i brought faster on dvd and another bon jovi album suck on that sharon. any hate to love you and leave but thats what i've gots to do. notice i didn't say globe or global artichoke once. ha ha crap

Happy Easter Team!!!

tearin it up with reatin too much chocolate guys lol! DEBBA YOU NEARLY HIT JAS?!!! OH NO THAT HORRID *snigger* naw hes a good kid, and should stay away from roads altogether me thinks...yeh easter was ok-ness...chris came over on saturday after all, i got shit loads o chocolate of him and this red plush thing that giggles when ya squeeze it its so cute we named it Fat Mike cause its tubby and reminded us of Fat Mike from NOFX go team lol, meh i gotta go do homework now so bleh, have a good rest of ya long semi-not religious holiday heheh, cathya debba ya totaly radness you are,
Laters, Em

THe Darkness and BOn JOvi are stuck in my head ALSO HAPPY EASTER

i scored bounce by bon jovi and have listened to it non stop. i was at my mums thats why there was no update. i am chatting to dan and chris. chris is telling me about how he already ate all of he's eggs and dan is bitching about he's hate of easter. anyway on saturday i went to mums and we built a pond then we went to kmart to exchange the liner they had cause the package was marked wrong and i twas too small. went and found the greatest bargain a pond kit that was normally valued at 299 and got it for 14 no mistake there 14 dollars and i got bounce by bon joiv and now i'm listening to the darkness. i did some homework and that was it we went to heyfield for tea at the chinese place and then i went to bed. got a call from amanda as i was getting readyt o sleep. got up sunday morning changed all of the clocks that weren't changed the night before. watched a bit of the nanny marathon and took some photographs of the pond. went to traralgon and visited some of my mum's friends and then went to van berkels nursery and brought a blue and an apricot lily for the pond there was a dead fish in one of the display bowls and the lady at the coubnter scooped it up in her hands and throw it in the bin then handed me a bag without washing her hands. got home searched for my darkness cd that was on the tv in my room i found it after i cleaned my room up. watched soem of CKY4 the lastest and greatest. listened to the darkness and bon jovi. now i am chatting to chris less to dan caus ei told him i wasn't going to dis easter. HAPPY EASTER ALL

we almost ran over jas grant going back to glengarry

the fool walked in front of our car on the highway as my dad and i were returning from my aunty joy's. anyway got up 10 retired at 4 earlier that morning. had a shower and listened to some music. had to order the fish for today. went to aunty joy's had lunch came home slept for like 2 hours on the couch got woken by a phone call from amanda. i am still a little lost. went tothe mocvies with shaz last night to see robots it was awesome saw some cool previews. for ice age 2 star wars and a couple of others that i can't remeber having just woken up. anyway time to go and wake up smell the somethings then proceed o chat for hours on end or do homework no scholl til wednesday hoorah party

My fucking god its thursday and the last day of the week OMG

well got to say i'm loving this easter thing not being in the holidays and all extra days off hoorah. i like globe artichoke not really i just like saying that. anyway. i went to school today had leadership in the morning mrs clarke was late alex showed off her new phone and was bummed when she learnt it didn't have video camera and she went out and signed the contact silly alex. anyway mrs clarke started to sing that underpants on the outside song it was funny but disturbing. went to recess hang around in a different spot. went to food and freaked out cause there wasn't enough time for the sac stupid 45 minute periods on thursday. anyway did it then got to taste some different brands of ice cream so good is no good smells liek off milk and doesn't taste much better. any way didn't get to test the whole lot ran out of time had a litergey and mr scnider forgot to thank mr english. i would just liek to thank mr english on behave of everybody sitting near thimper when hes phone went off. nice one simon. anyway spent lunch with danielle. mel, jo and jen with tash as well alburee went with briany and i told alburee i'd head over there after talking to danielle but i didn't. saw alburee after lluinch and she told me she and briany kind of talked for a bit and that briany is thinking of leaving school. i think thats a dumb idea but hey i don't like her anymore so go for it take one for the team. anyway had maths and got my chapter 3 test back failed it with 35%. anyway talked ot alan and scully how very boring. anyway want to vis com got an extension until wednesday for my designs thats the weekend plan. anyway got back my vis com sac 17 out of 20 go me em your a champ 20 out of 20. anyway talked to ash and laren and tom who was just there. anyway after school i went to the big mouth meeting tash and i walked a different patht o everybody else and ended up being ten minutes late but we were stopped by papa smurf who asked us why we walked out the gate on the left and not the right when we were walking right. got to the meeting christinas last meeting and she wasn't there on time and it was janes fault her boss made her go to a funding meeting. as always promises and dreams where reached in the meeting and after that we came back to reality and realised that they were empty promises again. anyway went to tea had tea with the woodhouse then went to the plaza to buy sharon her cd and the last eggs we needed. went to officeworks and brought 5 folders and paper for my books next term i have to re write all of my subjects notes and class work. am now going to the movies thanks shaz unexpected but should be cool going to go and see robots at 9 fun fun. anyway went to kmart told ryan i need to ask him more questions insulted me for always being online. saying i must get bored and that its boring sorry i live in glengarry and lack a drivers license and a car sorry. anyway got over that danielle pushed a trolley into me its good to be talking to her agin she can be really funny. anyway ross went ot go and buy more pants and ripped the per he tired on because they were too small for him then he brought a shirt that will do the same should be interesting. got home got my avon enjoyed a lovely lollie pop and started to chat with people. globe artichoke peace and love

DEBBA DEBBA DEBBA!

hell yeah tearing it up you big terry you! *makes very big terry sign* aw debba..such a terry....*sigh* how was your day brother? meh i need more chocolate dammit...MEOW~!

message from the cool Robert Smith-esque rad kid Jas Grant: "GET GNARLY!"
Ya better do what he says or he might get manky at me lol...well yeah im off to ring chris and complain to random people about how Jerim says cunt too much....fudebako kids, remember that...
Laters, Em

jerim is a cunt

why becaus ehe calls everybody a cunt and i have had it he needs a new word if i thought i'd get a response i'd put a poll in but nobody does. anyway today was boring man this week has been uneventful apart from beau and danielle trying to kill each other that was fairly funny cause the fight begun between bailey and me and beau stepped in dick head has to be about you all the timebut monkey. anyway had studya nd food in study i did an international studies cheat sheet that i didn't really use and then i did like nothing in food as always our sac is tomorrow though but i should be all good and cool i have a cheat sheet done and good good. anyway jerim insulted my music at recess just cause i don't listen to that much SKA i have a wide variety of music in my collection ranging from Rammstein to The Spice girls(yes i'm not well i know that thanks anyway) and a shit load in between i have access to my sisters b.s.b as well should be good speaking of music my sister was telling me that she heard NERD my have split still to be confirmed need to check undercover. any after recess international studies and sac. ok did it was really happy with the result in my mind spent about 40 minutes making faces at scully who was doing the same to me. then Ms Romano kept looking at me so i pretended i was doing nothing but listening to my flat ipod damn you ipod damn you. stupid cunt is back on jerim i'm going to burn you. anyway just checked N-E-R-D.com everything seems to be peachy wait to hear more news. anyway after international it was lunch and i spent the whole time trying not to yell at briany who refuses to piss off or admitt that she started the fucking fight fucking hell she gives me the errites. arrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhh. squeeled becaus ei felt like it and i was being annoying like jess keely everybody just came back online they were all goen before but not now i'll be fully pissed if they interrupt. anyway english had grounds duty hoorah scab for all. did that then went to class and did nothing went to homeroom got my report not to bad one of those people who slip under the radar which i love cause there are no expectations and then when i get all this shit in my life sorted things will be even better surprisingly good grade here i come. went to the office gave the camera back to christina who gave use new forms seen as how we aren't going to the express tomorrow instead we are going next week. its christina's last day tomorrow tash is doing a cake and shellley is getting a card i have nothing to offer seen as how i was hoem whent hey told me stupid glengarry. anyway went online and talked to frawley and that cunt jeriom. wow i've used that word a lot i think i might start using banana instead. anyway i have to go and cook my mac and cheese cause dad has to work bye now thius was going to be a quick update but hey

hello hello

Got up went to school had a maths test fun fun . did really bad. talked with everyone cept briany big surprise there. went to vis com dropped my folio twice and thats just stupid once and i should have learnt but hey its me again no big surprise. did some work and found a really cool chair to use as a base for my own chair hoorah finally now all i have to do is design some shit and make it look all gothic and cool goodluck with that. went to lunch talked to tash and alburee briany disappeared before tash appeared and then danielle, mel and jo joined us for a little talk about stuff danielle's reason for not hanging around for so long was the two bitches who aren't around anymore cough cough AMANDA AND COURTNEY ha ha gee if your reading this just spreading the message of danielle. went to international studies and did the short test not that hard actually i have a good feeling about it then i'll re read my notes and go dor dickhead. anyway went to safeway brought tea pork chops and some lollies to share tomorrow with the non existant food class should be a bunch of fun. got home went online talked to amanda and now jess who is sick with galangiala fever that fair sucks but she gets out of sac week *shakes fist* and now i want to talk to other people but no one is online anyway i'l go now bye

its monday

had a fight with amanda last night either her or knightsy are lying to me. got up in the morning still feeling annoyed went to school and had an english SAC hoorah i think i did ok. recess did nothing talked to alburee i think can't really remember what was said i think it was boring? Did vis com in study so very worth it watched a video about cd cover design for a SAC next week. went to study and talked with megan lara alan and Aliza that was enjoyable. went to lunch and sat and talked to with alburee your all starting to think now i'm friendless well at the moment i am with tash and all that doing to vis com stuff at lunch i need time out of class not lunch in there. went to food and did sac prep worked full on for an hour and half and nearly didn't get finished. got home and amanda was online she was acting like normal but i'm still pissed at her. and now i'm interviewing ryan about makinga short film. thanks ryan not that you read this.

hello world its sunday and as always a lazy day

hello all i have done nothing and thats the way it should be on a sunday. i have insulted a friend who thought i liked him more than friends. i have scared the shit out of chris who i just randomly started talking who was scared of me. well chris your a bunch of fun. amanda is on the phone with me well we chat with chris anyway i did pretend to do like some homeowrk and remembered i have a maths tst on tuesday. anyway short but sweet did nothing sum up nothing nothing nothing

hello chris

Saturday

i have done like nothing today. i have talked to friends, replied to texts and laughed at them. i have slept for ages and cleaned some room have yet to do homework should probably do that but i have just woken up againa dn now i feel sick and more tired then i did before how stupid anyway the day may get interesting later

I'm bored and everyone else has better things to do

Made peace with em and thought i'd just do some random things cause that's what i'm good at. i'm extremely bored. how very un odd stupid lack of anything in glengarry *kicks wall breaks toe* idiot. got an interesting few messages tonight from someone who was once one of my best friends she told me she was going to kill herself and for the first time in like ever i didn't care which is so not like me tomorrow i'm sure ill be thinking those messages i sent after she started the fight were rather harse but shit happens. she was trying to guilt me into thinking it was my fault she was going to do note to said person you started the fight you picke don me on a bad day the world doesn't revolve around you and i won't be guilted into feeling responible for your actions. your choice not to say i haven't thought about and attempted the same thing but i got over it as you do there are things to live fro in this world and i hate that a whole lot of people forget that i'm one of those people sadly during the week i was home by myself and got out my trusty sharp compass and begun to scratch at my wrist while i was chatting to my mates and crying. some god advice was given to me during the week these are just feelings don't let them effect you. think about it i'm 17 most of my friends are around this age. its still the begining of your life people live for 80+ years now a days what a waste to kill yourslef now with out experiencing life teenage years always suck for everyone not just you and me everybodya nd people have different ways to deal with there problems it had been ages since i had thought about killing myself but those feelings came back and i did the easy thing i let them effect to a point where i could have ended my life.for so many years i had kept that away no though of it of years and then it hit me again the reasons mostly being fear of being alone for the rest of my life and stressing about my future. any one of my random subject changes maths has turned into my favourite class i sit there and talk with people and do no work but i seem to go fine in my tests odd but true anyway today being friday scully felt generous he let me borrow he's i pod wow that was odd he lent me he's i pod. ok got over that and looked at the music he had JBT ok not my type of music not to bad a bit of slipknot a shit load of red hot chilli peppers and then enya what the fuck enya'its what i listen to when i go to sleep' as said by scully ok understandable slow music. next five argh so very primary school listened and now its stuck in my head. don't get me started. anyway cotton eye joe ok i lost it there fits of laughter then my phone got snatched i now have an interesting collection of photos dean looking way to happy scully and the locks of what ever the hell he's putting in there today and patches(alan)still cant believe he paid to get patches in his hair wtf?wasted the battery one scully i pod stole scully's phone and he's numba your gunna cop it so bad if you piss me off and then it was time to go went to leave walked out of the room couldn't understand what was funny found out chris spat on the doorknob alex went to open it got spit on him wiped it on scully who proceeded to spit on chris' back my god chris was stopping at every fence to try to get it off unsuccessful it made him look like he had fleas or something *note this isn't chris rush its squeak chris* i'm not tired and there is no one to talk to man i hate glengarry and my lack of social life this weekend i get to enjoy doing homework all weekend amanda is trying to get me to come to a party in mirboo north but i ain't going. would prefer to sit at home doing homework and listening to music after ealising i have done like none of my work for this year and that it is my frist sac week next week i have to do a part one and part two essay for english. i have to redo my viscom folio, i have to reread international studies notes and make cheat sheet i need to read a book for english as well i need to study for a food sac amd then i have to do chapter 3 in maths and be ready for our test on tuesdays hould be a great weekend. oh well almost school holidays. i wonder if anybody ever reads this ??????? i doubt it i think i just talk to myself. nicka nd the cops how funny. em chris and she's sneezing again i swear it's the funniest thing ever do you agree or disagree sorry chris but it's so funny anyway i'm going to find something else to do. also pissed at ryan didn't reply to email dam you to hell. nah i'm kidding

Thank Fuck Its Friday (TFIF)

the shittest week of my life is about to come to an end and i like this. Anyway went to bed at like 1 yeah i slept go me. got up in the morning got dressed for school and left. got to school talked to mnone i was late. went to homeroom whitney almost killed me picked on D'Aloia laughed at dean niceole had creepy waves/i'm a plastic hair doo complete with 3 cans of hair spray. went to food milo they gave us milo *note dont give me sugar in the morning* went to recess took the camera and adolf the dictator attacked some random fools by the way hammo/hatto you've got problems man. went to vis com did nothing scared hell out of em shaz and denise laugh chased denise with the compass she stole it stole her stuff threw it. fuck, shit, doodle, goober, twat, fartfratfart -from tash. boobs... thanxfor that tash your creeping the world out. got my compass back and continued to write denises name on my hand with the compass. went to lunch had a fight with brainy hung out with tasha nd alburee did nothing got my big mouth pack went to maths did nothing stole scully's i pod plenty of problems with him and he's love of enya and five you were int he good books then i saw that evil. although i haven't heard five in ages. anyway stole his pencil case and then he went nuts and searched everywhere for it alan told him i had it frog you are going to get it bad. chris spat on the door handle alex put he's hand in it wiped it on scully scully spat on chris and there was spit everywhere over chris' back and he was freaking out nice. got all my books got in the car left got half way down the street and realised i'd forgotten something that being tash turned around picked her up went to GOLO got a call from amanda talked to her the whole time i was there went home did some big mouth stuff and thats whats happened up until now

Thursday is the most??????.........BORING DAY

although theres something i should be watching on right now but i can't think of it what can you do. anyway i did this before but the internet went down so i lost the work i did pissed majorly. any got up went to school talked to alburee went to class class was boring it was leadership which turned into study and then i went to recess and hung out iwht tasha nd alburee i think. went to mentoring d'aloia asked why i wasn't doing anything i told her i didn't want to and then she let me do what i wanted and i explained that i was annoyed at a certain higher being. anyway wen tot english did nothing such a surprise went to lunch was meant to do something for vis com but i didn't have the will power or a need to see my teacher. talked to alburee who was freaking out about school. went to international had a fight with the teacher within 5 minutes she looked like she wanted to kill me and nathan and tach. it was great nathan had more to say but he decided against it. biarch anyway teacher started to want to talk to me freaked out how can i fight someone who talks to me i don't know but i can do it to teej and its great. anyway school finished walked to the big mouth meeting got there the express person didn't show up. decided on the stuff we need to add. local band stuff and local film maker enter ryan i need your help with that one if not you i'm sure you'll know someone we can interview*gets down on knees and begs please please please* anyway then went to officeworks looking for a visual arts diary no luck there but i brought a whole lot of other stuff i don't really need. went to tea and then went to k,art saw ryan i don't know whether he saw me went to coles saw unlicensed nick and he's fresh mullet creeped me out don't worry. came home started chatting to people then the net went down and i got back one 2 hours later withot doing anything in that time

Fuck off and leave me alone

Em i don't want hugs or any of that crap it isn't me and you know it i need to be pissed off and annoyed and i need to do things my own way i don't need people going are you alright give us a hug cause that does nothing it PISSES ME OFF more than anything cause you guys only seem to care if i'm intears or screaming or ignoring you. God damn it it pisses me off as does everything i hate school and i hate people tried talking to briany even though i'm the one who shouldn't be talking to her well guess what that isn't the kind of person i am i fight with people and deal with it their the ones who treat me like shit and i just try to help them. i realised today that there are more important things in live then school and friends. Amanda told me something serious today and i didn't know how to react whether to react sad or scared. i can't handle this place anymore i need to get out i don't want to go back to school but i'll feel all sick and stressed if i stay at home and that won't do any god. i need tot alk to someone that isn't someone who really knows me or knows why i'm pissed well i suppose that would be my friends caus ethey don't know. any way got woken by the rats at 5:30 went back to sleep caught bus. maths Alan and Scully had my phone i now have some rather creepy photos hat are funny as.. recess talked and got no where. had food and leadership did nothing. lunch meant to watch some vis com movie didn't go. vis com got told yet again that none of my pictures are good enough i wonder if she's every heard of constructive critizim thats a helpful thing. anyway got annoyed messages amanda and then sat and did nothing went straight home didn't talk to anybody then when i got home i cleaned the oven that was fun as.

Hey Debba

aint seen you all day man whats the go? oi do we have a Vis Comm sac tommorow or am i once again having nightmares?! and by any chance do you know whether or not Mr. Sav wants to kill me?! im so wired right now i wagged all my classes today except art at the end of the day with Chris...i just layed down on the music centre floor with him and Rhett most of the day *sigh* its gunna come back and bite me in the arse i know it is...lit sac tommorow hurrah...shoulda gone to class...meh, cya round tommorow yeah?
Laters, The Fay Queen

Monday no wait its tuesday bastard

kicked the rats out 4:30 got up 8:00 went to school 8:30 got there late didn't care went to food did nothing as normal talked and talked. recess nothing. international studies essay sac crap i forgot.idiot. lunch meant to do a vis com thing but got out late didn't bother spent some time with alburee just fucking around. maths and english. maths scully was being a commie bastard threw my dictionary at him and he tried to spit on it bastard. talked to him and alan. alan looked like a rooster. idiot. went to english did nothing katy sat in chewing gum and it got stuck to her dress. had a fight with dad got home watched tv and went online no one was on except amanda and dan they weren't the most talkative but you get that fence week learnt to love your fence. watched more tv feed the rats and spike. came back on line talked to frawley, amanda, tj and ross then updated this. short but sweet.

INSTRUCTIONS1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.Posse: everyone do this thing now before i crack some sculls...put it on your pages...thanks to Cess of http://xtornprincessx.blogspot.com/
01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I had a psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually [always] the best policy
13. I have mostly acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently..although I'm fixing it at this moment
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told that I have an applebottom
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I love the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free (liposuction!)
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast WHEN I'M NERVOUS!
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have medium to long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized (in brothels...not street sluts!)
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have been cheated on by a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent [unfortunately, it remains hidden]
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat!!!!!!!! Unless I could eat while shopping...
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my xanga.
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good/amazing dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 5 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing the new movie "Closer" featuring Julia Roberts
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I'm online 24/7
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on the net
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die for my best friend
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza [though I like yellowcab more]
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist (not anal)
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I love it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I have hurt my self before
100. I am tired at this moment

HEHHEHEHEHE

hey deb the fay lovin the hair idea man rock on....eughhhh yeh i got sleep but i werent as rad ias i hope it would be lol a tad over rated! dude i so want rats now!!!
Laters, Em

weekend wrap

hello and welcome to my i'm insane and hypo run down of the weekend. brown haior sharon's 21st GO JAMES AND THE LONGISH BLACK HAIR its rocks majorly. tom was drink james likes his name, sarah says hi, ash has the 'look'adam's late and sharon's a boozie brid go team she was trying to get me to drink and she kept giving them to me and my mum and dad were looking at me funky so i made sure they were't looking go team a success . sunday midvalley no one is there when i get there wait about an hour for amanda to show up how very fun it is to sit by yourslef with a bunch of people looking at you like your a mugger freak not to say i wasn't sitting there rocking back and fortha nd possibly crying and talking to myself but hey whats new. guilted emm in to coming yer i am the leader not really felt really guilty buyt peace has been made slept at amanda's house watched movie and chatted on msn. monday got up and went home did nothing went to do the blog didn't work cried got over it watched constantine and then came home and thats what i've doen and i've just realised i have like 2 essays due tomorrow and a large amount of food homework this should be an enjoyable evening now all i need is for someone to come online for me to chat to then my day will be complete GO TEAM

my god you need a life

emmy you've lost your mind. i think you really need to sleep and stop drinking. anywho short but sweet will fill you in with details later on tonight or tomorrow
bye ya hear

Debba I Aint Slept For 48 Hours Im Bored!

(see title) CMON SOMEONE GET IN HERE IM DYING OF BOREDOM AND THERES NOTHING EVER ON TV 4 INSOMNIACS DAMMIT I HATE MOVIES MADE IN THE 50'S ABOUT JUNGLE MEN DAMMIT!!!!! RUFIO ARE FUCKEN RAD GO NOW ALL OF YOU AND BUY THEIR ABLUM BEFORE I SLAP YOU DOWN ALL WORKING CLASS STYLE LIKE JERIM DOES! (there ya go buddy once again im aknowledging the fact that you came up with that... :) I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE TACOS HOW IRONIC IS THAT?!!!
laters, Em

Hey Ho Lets Go GABBA GABBA HEY!

Debba i'll level with ya im fair sloshed and i think i need a new liver as of 20 mins ago. and with you takin my adive that i said to ya, if you ever go ahead wif it i'll come along if you like cause the guy knows me and helped me out so he'd be cool wif me bein there if you dont want ur folks to go, or if they wont let you in wifout a guardian or whatever wait till im 18 in like 3 months and i'll sign for ya hows that lol?! but yeh my head hurts like a fucken bastard so i think i better go get some sleep or listen to Sonic Youth some more or both i can multitask really good these days heheheh. well keep it real champ you're the greatest. Ciao!
Em.

emmy faye your the greatest

i need to clean my room goodluck with that. i dyed my hair did nothing except dye my regrowth. thanks em you always know how to make me feel better. i'll seriously consider what you said but i hate doing things on my own and i don't really want my dad to be there or my mum or my sister its dodgy. anyay your off the rad meter as well your like 765 out of 5 even better. anyways got things to do people to kill and go chris with the sneezing

Debba for the thousandth time today im so sorry

(see title) Deb, i shouldnt o been so suss n just said something but as you would know better than anyone just how hard it is to tell someone face to face just how much self hatred and despair you're carrying around within you. its ok im having a better day now and im glad you're doin better than the other day too. god we make a great pair dont we?! im borderline bipolar with ADD and i bet you wake up feeling the very same as me everyday, just will you promise you'll think about what i said the other night? and by the way i didnt abandon you online my PC went screwy n mum had a fit about like 5 different things at me...ARRHGHGHGH! lol well im off to ring Chris and to tell him that his hair in in for a good straightening! bai debbie i think you're right off the RAD-O-METER! (ur 672 and it only goes up to 10 lol)
Laters, Em

Hello from my sunny little Hell like town

today was the shave for a cure day. anyway it started with me removing those 2 evil rats of mine. yeah that'll teach you. then i got up and got ready for school. Did a practice short test for International studies spent the next 20 minutes doing nothing. Went to english did the same go me. Went to recess watched people sell cakes for shave for a cure. went to Vis Com watched the end of a doco on designing the $20 note. spent like 10 minutes doing some drawings. left at 12 went and started stting up for shave for a cure. called amanda phone dropped out. went and got the meat. and the drinks brought coke. watched the people cook the vegie burger on the bbq with the real meat. still dont know why we had vegie burgers. anyway had to go and heat the rest of the vegie burgers in the microwave in the staff room man their lazy people. spent lunch counting money with michele and danielle then Aliza showed up and started counting man people from my school are generous when you offer them a girl shaving her hair and a whole heap of guys doing the same. it was a great event. heaps raised but i got sunburnt. helped clean up the stupid guys knocked over the bbq oil container and it spilt on the concrete. i had to try and clean it up with mrs clake it seemed to work. got a drink and everybody kept on drinking it good on ya guys nick me damn drink. went to maths for like 20 minutes talked with alex scully and megan fairly uneventful until scully threatened to spi ton my if i stabbed him with the compass again. talked a lot of crap. tired to con emily into coming to midvalley on sunday. way unorganised. got in my car mry cousin was sitting in there which meant that they are down for the party. this should be good. went to safeway brought choc orange spider fanta yum its on clearence though crap diddley. went home had a fight with sharon got changed and now i'm updating my blog and em's cause i'ma team member. amanda is coming over tonight shold be interesting i also have to clean my room man i love long weekends.

hello and welcome to my world

i'm in a heaps better mood although i just ruined my cake stupid new recipe and crap like that it doesn't matter. em lied to us today i seriously hate it when people lie anyway she said she was sorry buit i already knew she was ling but she didn't think i did. anyway woke up 4am went insane caught my rats fighting left them alone. went and slept in the lounge. got up got dressed went to school yeah got harrassed for more charity money. gave them like 30 cents go me d'aloia told us she was giving our pizza money to charity. went to leadership did a lot of nothing go RE. went to recess no briany sat and talked ot alburee and tash. went to assembly laughed cause there was a shit load of cross age tutors who can't teach for shit like brainy all for a badge i hear or maybe you'll teach someone how to apply eyeliner or not talk to there friends so that they end up loners like you. anyway went to food did like nothing except board notes go us. fought with that evil cow whosename i can't remember. went to luch called amanda she was at the depot she rang me and alburee tash rocked up and then left to finish designing the big mouth front cover. went to maths did nothing wrote megan's name on my hand with a compass scared the shit out of her. talked to frogger not much happening with him. went to vis com chris couldn't stop sneezing em and i both went nuts laughing. watched a stupid video left and went to meet the gang. em wasn't there sam told me em told her her nan was sick so she was going tot there house. suss right now. anyway ring tash's mum who we con to come and pick us up. go to the big mouth meeting meet lyn the editor of the express. she was very informative. got told my article had to be edited something about bagging my principle for his lack of care towards his own students and how that reflected badly on him. anyway meeting finished went to get in my car and how was out the front em's nan and pop waiting for her. she was down the street. anyway went ot safeway brought crap for the cake i just runined. went home called em talked to her,. had tea sharins 21st i hated it i'm not garlic person. anyway made my ccake which failed went online to talk to friends and thats all i've done so far today i have intentions of showering and doing homework.

fuck off

i'm seriuosly sad and just want to be dead right now. i'm depressed and annoyed becuase em disappeared without saying bye i hate that especially when you need to talk to people for the past 2 hours i have been crying uncontrolable and i don't know why and it sucks. i don't know why i'm crying i don't know what set it off but i know i'm definately not going to get over this as quick as i normally would i realised today that i let people walk all over me i give them stuff and look for stuff for them and then that's it the favour is never returned and most of the time they're not even my friends. why do i let that happen i think it has something to do with needing to feel accepted but in return i feel alone and sad why bother i get nothing from it not even conversation. how can people do that to people i hate it used and abused and i'm stupid enough to let it continue. i thought people learnt from mistakes well i guess i'm not one of those people i'm one of those repeat offenders and i still let it happen. tomorrow i have no intention of talking to anyone and anyone who gets on my nerves is going to cop it. i don't care who it is i've had enough i need to stop letting this shit happen and i need to stop trusting people as much as i do even if it isn't that much. RECAP: THANKS EM FOR JUST DISAPPEARING WHEN I WAS UPSET I WILL REMEMBER THAT.

DEBBA!!!!!

hey its your favorite neurotic scowling imp here, show me some skin! *hi 5* this is so tre cool Deb-the-fay. i feel so incredibly sick right now im gonna puke all over my shoes.......man.i seem to do that an awful lot eh? god how rad are the Smiths?!!!!!! *dies from coolness*
Laters, Em

Hello and my god i'm bored

i joined em's blog team and she should join mine and we'll do a joint one..... go team. it'll be funny cause she'll write cool stuff and i'll spell wrong consantly. it'll be a great thing. today was an average day. i got to sleep in MY BED first time this week. wke up got ready for school got half way through when i realised i had no eye liner on and i don't have such a scary effect without it. adele was boring in study so i actually studied and tried so hard to get my homework finished then went to food and did nothing go wednesday. went to international studies got yelled at twice once for my socks and then for colouring in my diary black and it's fair funny cause i laughed at her it was great. pick on someone else next time i laugh at you to much as it is. anyway class finished read a little story about mellon and how he beat up a 15 year old with a broke leg who left a party with 2 and a fractured cheek and a broken collar bone most likely explains why he looks like his face kissed the concrete. go mellon your a champion not you arse. anyway at lunch went to the vis com room and mucked around watched em take note of every stupid thing i did. brainy didn't talk to anyone. and tash was mucking around with the front cover. went to english watched i'm not scared. laughed when jess kelly almost shit herself she screamed and so did most people i on the other hand just laughed idiots. bell went. wnet and got my stuff from my locker. met up with em tasha nd jerim walked out the front met knightsy and saw dan for like the forst time since i went insane at him. sorry again. dad came and picked me up. went to the plaza got sharon her present got tea went home made tea ravioli and pasta sauce. had a shower went online chatted to people for like 5 minutes before they all stopped talking or disappeared without a word. had tea watched some neighbours laughed its so lame. went back online talked to amanda all she could talk about was setting things to offline and still being able to chat. i don't know don't particallly carwe. listened to IPOD laughed at busy. figured out how much homework i have and when it's due. decided i don't care nand that i feel depressed dont know why i think i'm just lonely and bored and that's the worst mix of things. sharon is 21 tomorrow good her i'm starting to wonder if i'll be at my own 18th i jsut dont care and i'm all lost in my thoughts. Bye now

Welcome to Tuesday its worse than monday

I had a fair average day today. slept in the lounge room again. got up had the pest control dude come for a visit. went to school. saw people alburee showed her newly dyed hair. went to maths scully asked me for the words to purple people eater which disturbed me gave him what i knew tahnks nyssa for the help. left maths without working. sat with alburee and tash at recess it was great. went to vis com got told we had time limit designing to do. got annoyed wasnt allowed to talk. finished that spent the next 20 minutes talking and sleeping. talked to em about what happened yesterday. hugs all round talked to miss lineham told her ash, tom and i would have to leave a little early friday lesson and go and set up for shave for a cure. setv that we would ahve heaps of homework kind of laughed we are only going to be leaving like 20 - 30 minutes early oh the shame oh the humanity. any way went to luch talked with alburee. had intentions of going to watch her play volleyball but someone told her the time had changed and that she wouldn't be playing till later left and found out later she was meant to be there at the start and that her team lost by 7 points. laughed then felt sad cause she wanted to play. talked to amanda she was waiting to here back from kurnai. bell went. went to international studies did nothing got told that i have a lot of homework due tomorrow otherwise its a lunchtiem for you. have fun with that. rememebered i had vis coma nd english and that i couldn't possibly finish them in time laughed freaked out lara tried to steal i pod i laughed at her she got me into trouble. bell went. home yes no got to go and pick up sharon. picked up sharon. got home and sadi i needed to do homeowrk started to do homeowrk couldn't concentrate. amanda rang she got into Kurnai i think quick convo things need to be clarified. went online no one was on decided to update blog and now i'm going back to homework. hoorah what i always wanted to do

Dear Blog

Yes i did just start it like that. Today was a different day at about 1am my rats woke me up and instead of kicking them out of the room i kicked myself out and slept in the floor in the lounge room which isn't that bad a place to sleep. woke up got ready for school went to school gave em her present she loved it and i enjoyed seeing the trademark smile. it was good and she seemed a little bit relieved. chris had his hair in a little pony tail today it looked fair cool her just needs to grow it a little longer. i had a fight with briany it was fantastic. she spent the rest of the day trying to piss me off but instead everybody got sick of her. attempted to make evil cookies and thats what they were they were evil and even just thinging about htem is making me feel horrible. saw em at the end of the day jerim had a midget keyboard. went to the video store rented the notebook for a friend, not my kind of movie, got home looked at homework laughed at it found out my dad got stung by a bee or wasp on the head when he was washing down hte cobwebs. looked to see who was online no one wen t and watched barber shop then came back online and decided i'd update and then consider doing international studies and vis com homework.

6th day

4 days till sharon's 21st go team. today has been extremely uneventful. i talked to emmy-faye on the phone and made her a little present by the way em you'll love it. i then decided i should do homework but i couldn't motivate myself to do it. dad got home and then i cleaned evel and knievels cage it looks so much better. i thne decided to see if anybody was online and little normal no body's online i guess that there lucky people who have better things to do then me. school tomorrow. english study and food yeah for me can't touch this just came on vh1 holy crap what the hell can't touch this . oh crap it's going to be stuck in my head for hours crap diddley haven't said that seen my party this time last year must remember to invite nicole to it next time anyway i'ma going to go and do some homework yes homework also my dad brought a fish i hope it survives through the night unlike the other 6 who died within hours if us purchasing them go us anyway peace and love and please will someone come on msn so that i can chat and find outwhats happening in the world dont stop hammer time MC hammer you rock my non existant world Em i got you an extra couple of presnets that your sure to love

i'm back second time today

I seriously need a life. i'm not in such a good mood i have found out that emily hasn't linked to me well fine i'll just remove you no i'm only joking cheap humour to make me feel better bad news always makes you sad whats worse is when that bad news involves a friend of yours and the decisions they have to make. i have had such a boring day so boring that i totally watched disturbing behaviour and was like a cat waiting to attack everybody who can on msn man that is so sad but so me today i started wearing my knife and snake again i'm not in that kind o f mood but i'm feeling happy to wear them. i'm chatting with Samara now one of those unlucky ones who signed in while i happened to be positioned in front of the computer. i'm so glad i'm goign this blog because it allows me to revisit the way i was felling at this time and if i'm in a happy mood and something jogs my memory i'll be in that kind of mood again. i've dropped the ipod 3 or 4 times today which is bad.. i an here a drill tell me it's on tv because i'm at home all alone. i have decided to keep copies of all my msn conversations so that i can remember all of this year and i'm like going to be attached to my camera so that i can catch my friends in motions whether it be fighting or laughing at someone most likely me. anyway i'd better go i have to try ad help a friend sort out a problem peace and love to all.

i'm seriously scaring myself

i should be doing housework but like i said i'm not committed to anything like i am this. i was so seriously bored yesterday. went to the plaza saw tash's sister and mum talked to them then tash showed up with her aunty talked to them picked on rene*nice pic* went and had a look brought some crap found a pair of boots i like but i lack the funds to purchase. em guess what i listened to the cure cd this morning go me. i swear i'll lend it to you. i'm gunna go dad want s the computer but i will give a full wrap up of today later peace and love to all you little jerks

i really need to get a life

this is the forth day and the forth update i wish i was this committed to everything else i do. today was boring but i was happy i was in a good mood for the first time in a while amanda wasn't at school she had a appointment in melbourne i think i'm the only one dumb enough to keep trusting her. anyway got up earlyish i was happy so i slept well. got about 7 hours miracle. went to school had food fought with nikita stupid try hard man she annoys the hell out of me . made peace and then made a banner. had recess boring as hell asked amanda what she was doing via text said she had picked up her clothes and that was it. Went to vis com did the rest of my sac then got told all of my drawings sucked. i expected it but it still hurt. talked to em tried to con her into doing the gallery thing or at least giving her self a chance. went to lunch was alone for a while went to go somewhere then my friends appeared took photos camera went flat pictures disappeared. Went to maths brainy sat in a different spot had a fight with scully alan and dean stabbed alan and scully with my compass scully bitched alan didn't move. did a maths test thanks nyssa for the help. went to traralgon had a lok at random crap went to leave ran in to my next door neighbours who sold there house this week. talked to them then went to NQR man what a cool name for a store. got home chatted to knightsy and that is until now and this is where i head to traralgon my be back later tonight for another update

another day another update

hello emily you seem to be the only one out there reading but if your not emily and your reading hello to you to. today was very uneventful i went down the street with amanda looks at some shops met the connors had breakfast with them and then called briany yelled at her in the middle of the plaza go through my phone again and there'll be trouble. The conners leave from fear and head to school.Leave plaza and go to pet shop buy some stuff for Evel and Knievel go to Leading Edge. look around the shopping centre find Teej go and waste time in her shop and wait for amanda to try on a shit load of clothes my god can she shop with no money. Get sick of amanda looking at clothes. Go to bus shelter realise i missed the bus next one not until 1:30 thats to late to get back to school and yell at brainy again. decide to get coke and abandon amanda she decides to go to morwell to a different one instead of the one she should be at attending class. I get annoyed walk away and walk to school arrive in dress with jeans and non school jumper one. get funny looks and gives funny looks back. go to international studies answer quite a few questions and they're good responses. get told of off my head by Scully and Bailey. go and get changed back into jeans and jumper in the school toilets gaint spider from yesterday is gone damn it that was fair funny seeing people running away. go down stairs go and catch up with everyone they freak out crap i didn't think you were here emily keeps saying my name*em it isn't that interesting its a name and i didn't chose it* goes to the magazine meeting nothing happening there except christina reads out my article to the rest of the group saying it is good proud moment. we decide we want to add something to the back ground instead of just having the mouth. we have a visitor from latrobe city she informs us about an opportunity to joina youth council for the national gallery Em; tash and i will tell you about it tomorrow i don't really remember much about it. Go out for tea with dad after the meeting Trisha and eddie swing by and say goodbye there going home so that trisha can play golf tomorrow. isn't that what she came down here for???? Goa nd have a look in Kmart see Ryan haven't seen him in a while Danielle is working but she doesn't see me as is her brother and sister. Go to coles see nick weave and walk trisha and eddie out go back inside go into coles buy some drinks and grapes but not grape drinks. Go through nicks register informs me about he's decision to go to university instead of TAFE leave coles and go home. Get home checka nd feed rats and give them there new toys look at me funny run away. get home go online talk to knightsy and go one ebay and grinspoona nd update blog this is my day till now in almost full detail if you read this your really sad just joking peace and love

2 Days 2 Posts

i'm going good with my promise to update as much as possible. At school today scully was being scully. briany was being briany but wasn't tlaking to anyone and when i asked why she snapped and siad i never talk to her yeah right thatnx to you and your talking i almost failed year 10 maths mind you it was enchanced with so wacky crap. Em you are my first and probably only visitor hoorah for you thanx for visiting and like you i will say hi to you and put a link to your blog give me a tick.....http://www.dontwalkawayinsilence.blogspot.com/ yeah i did it i'm proud but i'm a cheat. no bodys on msn and i'm cooking carbonara i totally forgot my aunty and unlce were coming down and now i don't get to spent time listening to music and talking to myself because they'll be here to disturb me. Prince Charles is in AUSTRALIA???? What What What??? I thought it was Mary and Fredrick's Time to shine oh right it is no one cares about old big ears.HI EM????? Stupid shift key no body wants to talk to me oh well what can you do. Catch you later stupid international Studies crap and shift key aaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhBYE

Roll Up Roll Up

welcome to my new and improved blog i got sick of the old one and decided to start from scratch this time i will update everytime i'm online so that it is up to date and tells people an dmyslef what happened as to never forget. i had the best and worst day today i was at the swimming carnivale and i got sunburnt on my feet and i spent 4 or 5 hours with a shaker can getting donations for shave for a cure it was good cause i got to spend the day in the shade. on the weekend amanda and i borrowed her brothers sim card and made a large number of phone calls. Amanda made friedns with a guy named squeak and i started talking to a guy named knightsy who is friends with one of my best friends boyfriends. its odd but thats the way it goes