Debba for the thousandth time today im so sorry

(see title) Deb, i shouldnt o been so suss n just said something but as you would know better than anyone just how hard it is to tell someone face to face just how much self hatred and despair you're carrying around within you. its ok im having a better day now and im glad you're doin better than the other day too. god we make a great pair dont we?! im borderline bipolar with ADD and i bet you wake up feeling the very same as me everyday, just will you promise you'll think about what i said the other night? and by the way i didnt abandon you online my PC went screwy n mum had a fit about like 5 different things at me...ARRHGHGHGH! lol well im off to ring Chris and to tell him that his hair in in for a good straightening! bai debbie i think you're right off the RAD-O-METER! (ur 672 and it only goes up to 10 lol)
Laters, Em