fuck off

i'm seriuosly sad and just want to be dead right now. i'm depressed and annoyed becuase em disappeared without saying bye i hate that especially when you need to talk to people for the past 2 hours i have been crying uncontrolable and i don't know why and it sucks. i don't know why i'm crying i don't know what set it off but i know i'm definately not going to get over this as quick as i normally would i realised today that i let people walk all over me i give them stuff and look for stuff for them and then that's it the favour is never returned and most of the time they're not even my friends. why do i let that happen i think it has something to do with needing to feel accepted but in return i feel alone and sad why bother i get nothing from it not even conversation. how can people do that to people i hate it used and abused and i'm stupid enough to let it continue. i thought people learnt from mistakes well i guess i'm not one of those people i'm one of those repeat offenders and i still let it happen. tomorrow i have no intention of talking to anyone and anyone who gets on my nerves is going to cop it. i don't care who it is i've had enough i need to stop letting this shit happen and i need to stop trusting people as much as i do even if it isn't that much. RECAP: THANKS EM FOR JUST DISAPPEARING WHEN I WAS UPSET I WILL REMEMBER THAT.