Fuck That Sucks

i'm back all is good no body else seems to have visited. i am writing this in English while i fall asleep listening to Mrs Wilson I dont have a computer si this is actually transfrred from losse leaf paper. saturday night was my family birthday get together. it was the worst. i was annoyed having been disrupted during the Gumball 3000 Rally marathon by my cousins aunties and uncles. They are loud and annoying. My aunty Trish gave me my presents. she gave me a pack of 3 400 speed kodak films, 2 photo albums and an 18th champagne flute. very swish. After trish gave me my presents Margie gave me presents as well. hers were a camera bag that is too big for my digital and too small for my SLR. she also gave me an 18th handpainted necklace it was gold. I HATE GOLD. she also gave me an 18th handpainted shot glass. and a photoframe/album box. i got ready for dinner. i wasn't in the mood to go but i got ready anyway. got to Amigo, they were understaffed, busy and having troubles in the kitchen. we got there and the group was split into 2 tables. i sat with dad, mum and aunty joy marian and trudi. trudi gave me some money and a flower brooach its nice but it's not really my thing. mum and marian gave me my SLR, a roll of film, a sudoku book, extremely addictive, and a book called heros which is about making decision in life. sharon gave me an 18th bottle stopper it looks cool. Adam gave a\me a basic plain card but wrote some funny captions making it amazingly cool. aunty joy gave me a pendant that is interchangable, 2 rolls of film, the new necklace for the pendant and a harrods pen. dad brought me the sony cybershot digital camera i was looking at he also brought me an 18th keyring 2 flashing tumblers, a tiara(sp???) and a giant birthday badge. i didn't drink once. got home and did some stuff online went to bed. woke up Sunday morning no one was home half were at golf the other half were at the sunday market. i was meant ot watch breaker morant for the SAC i had on monday morning. did some random crap. played playstation with steven so innocent unjudgemental but judged by everyone around him. fell asleep watching the V8's in Queens;and woke up watched some more tv watched the motogp in britain and went to bed. there was some shitty weather there. that race had one of the highest crash rates in MOTOGP history. rossi won what a surprise. great race though went to school on monday choose what to do in leadership for our public speaking. decided to do mental disabilities. i choose that becasue of Steven and decided peopel need to treat him better. he is an innocent and gentle person who loves his life even though he isn't like everybody else. i did my english SAC , i dont know and dont care how i went. it doesn't bother me. got home watched some tv what a surprise. also went to the professor angry gig on friday night i meant to mention that earlier but forgot. they were the best band there they sounded shit loads better than the rest. on tuesday yesterday MY BIRTHDAY i got to school and briany had put up the posters. the best this year. talked about by many mostly cause i scanned my face with my eyes open.g ot a card off lara in international handmade amazingly lovely. got another 18th keepsake of dad as well as a card. sharona dn adam came for tea. i talked to Em'. ross and melina came down and gave me a card and a bottle of perfume. got a phone call from gippsland FM that made no sense. called tash to tell her went to bed got up this morning have gone to school spent recess presenting ipod cakes in food. went to international talked to matt and ashlea. ash and i were late to class but had a note. spent lunch in the vis com room got homework off Mrs McCormack for tomorrow. i think i'm going to melbourne to get my PS2 back and maybe go and pick up my birth certificate. depends on time and SHIT. anyway my party is on friday and i still haven;t done a map. i haven't got VIS COM completed which is due on friday. i also have an international test wow i love fridays not.
FUck off
oh wait i had a fight with Katy cause i couldn't find my copy of dispossessed and told Mrs Wilson. she told me to share Katy's she ain't got one either so she yelled at me and i yelled at her cause she thinks she's so good. pisse dher off and am still laughing if only she had anyidea about what people really think about her what's even funnier is she is still bitching about her toe and sitting next to me

once again where the fuck is everybody have you all died?

anyway its offically july the 26th in the next 15 minutes making it my 18th birthday. i had my family party on saturday and was ignored. i got my presents. 2 cameras, a book on heroes, sucoku book, pen, necklace, pendant, 18th bottle stopper, flashing crown, flashing tumblers, a badge, photo albums, photo box, film, money, a broach and i think thats it from what i can remember hopefully empire records shows up tomorrow that is a present from sharon that i can;t wait for. well it was the RSVP date for my birthday party and guess what no one responded. oh well anyway i'm going to go and get ready for bed so that i actually pull my lazy ass out of bed.

where is everybody

i am so alone no body else has been on in days i have to go and work on more vis com crap that is due tomorrow i vote we get new textas in that room there are no red one's and i need red. i'll ask about that tomorrow. i'm going to look for different flames now i think. anyway ciao

I got my new digital camera

Dad gave me my birthday present early and i love it it wasn't the one i was going to get but that one is now out of stock so i can't get it this one is a smaller model that doesn't have optical zoom it has digital instead but it is still heaps cool. i got a phone call yesterday from gippsland fm telling me to come into to the studio this saturday for some work on the new board not that we are actually on air anyway i told them i couldn't so i have to go the saturday after. anyway lineham was really nice to me today she gave me an extension on my folio so that i can get it finished i have to look at 2 completely different ideas one will be bad teeth the other might be cartoons with the intention of only using the photos i have already used in designing either way i have until friday to get this done should be interesting i think i might go to the vis com room tomorrow during re which has turned in to study anyway i am waiting for my batteries to charge so i can muck around with the camera. i have to make a map of directions to my house so that those people actually attending can knwo where i live not that it is that hard. follow the highway to glengarry then keep driving towards toongabbie after the intersection and then it is the first turn to the right and it will have balloons anyway i shoudl still do it. might do it now in fact. Jerim says he can't come to my party cause he is going to see a band. i hope he enjoys it and i dont know about everybody else i have totally forgotten who i have told its not on to. oh well anyway em i will not change me day decisions need to be made by the people choicing to attend. I AM HAVING A PARTY. fuck it if they show they show if they dont they dont jas was meant to have he's first day at tafe today hope that went well anyway gotta jet and make this crappy map. cheerio oh yeah check out the links i can put picture on now hoorah

well no body can come to my birthday party

wow i'm feeling so loved everybody seems to want to go to brad's party instead of mine even my closest friends wow thanks guys suddenly feeling amazingly sad and left out.fair enough go to he's party i've decided mine shall now be a get together where all those who choose to not go to brads party but to mine instead can come you can't go to both cause that would be a waste of someones time and people have already decided brad's party will be better than mine so there aren't really a point aren't friends great. aaa well dan says he's coming and some people are going to go to brads and then mine yeah right you will no parent in there right mind will do that. wow i'm so totally not going to drink but instead watch everybody else get wasted to add insult to injury my aunty kim will not be coming down for my family party so that is 4 less to that but that means less at my house as well whcih is cool i shouldn't have bothered with either thanks to my friends and family for there love and support. why dont you just go and fuck yourselves.

why yes i am not going to school tomorrow

anyway all is good at the moment em i will deal with the problems with my mum i don't like to discuss stuff that much you knwo that wish you and chris a speedy recovery and think that i really need to do some vis com work . anyway qucik update gunna go watch the rest of the cribs marathon. cheers big ears the worst thing to say in the world

TUCAN!!!!!!

WHO CAN DEBBIE CAN!!!

hey bud hows things on your side of the river? just droppin in between doin vis comm hw n stuff to see how ya goin champ, my god ive had the worst day ever, i feel so sick and Chris is emo and i dont know how to help him, hes actually depressed i thought he was just being emo, hes really not well im getting worried about him :( owell things will work out hopeully, ya ready for the shitty mass tommorow? i dont wanna go, OH YEAH YOU DONT HAVE TO!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! nayways ill see you on wednesday then bud, catch!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

i went shopping again

something has to be done about this mum took me shopping in sale this afternoon so that i could get some new clothes to wear to my 18th family do. anyway to make a long story short i got jeans and 2 tops one of which has a flower on it and the other has a pink outline. i feel so very wrong talking about them. anyway i managed to get on the internet mum is watching st kilda v richmond of which st kilda win stupid delayed telecast always spoils the fun. anyway i'm talking to my dad on msn nobody else is on i feel so very alone today my sister begun moving into her new house and had to help the 2 boys move as well man they are lazy. yesterday i got 'the end' and have watched it like 6 times since last night cause dad didn't get home from running andrew around til like 1 am at which time i had had 6 hours to watch the 40 minue video and had also watched excess baguage that my dad brought for me yesterday for $10 from harvey norman. nice i love that movie. yesterday my sister told me something that was random and odd it was that my mum knows i will never forgive her for abandoning us. maybe thats why she never yells at me or expect me to go well at school. she had a go at sharon down the street yesterday for failing one of her uni courses and i am failing year 12. sharon did the best she has done since she has been at uni and now mum is going to cut her off. maybe she should never forgive her too. i'm the one who wastes 2000 a year on my education and all she does is give sharon 150 a fornight yes its more money but she still pays my dad maintence as well i think i have won this battle is my mum trying to buy my forgivness something tells me that she is and guess what she will never get my forgivness i can't be brought and sold. i so should have gone to the Area 7 BCE's event tonight just to piss her off. anyway i'm sounding bitter so i will talk about me falling asleep trying to do international homework and then getting woken up by mum moving the remote that i had under my head. i was frwaking myself out today i woke up late and had to pigtails pliated that is very wrong anyway i had better jet and go and do some other stuff on the net. catch ya

DEBBBIIIE NOOOO!

DONT LEAVE PLEASE!!!!! I'LL MAKE SURE IT WONT BE SMITHS CENTRAL ANYMORE AS OF TODAY YOU CANT LEAVE I'LL BE SHATTERED!!!!!! IT'S NO FUN WITHOUT YOU!! THATS WHY I STARTED IT SO YOU COULD COME RANT WITH MEEEEE!!

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awwwww dont be like that, say you'll come back soon?? i'll not post anymore Smiths shit ok? or if you like I'll lend you both the albums i have tommorow in class so you can be in the loop, or both? anyways DONT GO!!!!!!!!!! DONT MAKE ME CRY!!!!! we love you DEBBA!!!!!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

Then The Devil Is Six

hey debbie whats up amigo? hey its your birthday soon ya stoked? i cant wait till your party its gonna rock everyones socks!!! do you have any idea as to what you want or are you like me and never know what you want lol?! awell either way im gunna find you something wicked :) its so cold i think im going to die...arrgggh cant feel my hands!! so what you up to on your last day of the holidays? ive done jack shit just Vis Comm hw all day for the last 3 days or so, you done any? meh well im off to warm up and eat grilled cheese on toast cause cheese is wicked fun especially when its all melty..anywho i best be off..cheerio!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

i went shopping today

ok pick yourself off the ground i had to choose a birthday present and it had to be a ring or necklace these are things i commonly lose. anyway i didn't go with my mum's tradition that being the seven rings of luck shes most likely not going to be happy but instead i chose this heart pendant that can have a different gem put into it depending upon your mood my aunty said it was very me but she doesn't really know ME nobody really does. anyway i also got my muma birthday present it was her birthday on tuesday i think. i'm going there on the weekend should be fun i'm sure there is something planned i'm all happy though i have a vcr in my bedroom and empire records on tape as well as dvd so all should be good. i found an edition of empire records on DVD which is cool as all hell it's called remix! special fan edition.i hope shaz gets it for me off ebay it wasn't released in australia and only like 3 people have imported it. anyway it's rather early and i'm sure there is still time for me to watch empire records again as i talk to jas into the early hours of the morning this should be interesting i think he is joining blogspot jsut to leave a comment anyway good to hear your still alive hector we all are too but we have been lazy. hope the worlds treating you well. just to clear the air 'the end' is a skateboard dvd but i like your thinking there champ anyway bye bye by the way no real reason for the wuick update just that i dont have much to say. i also dont have a social life what a surprise