Ok so i've been lazy
well the fire is undercontrol no problem anymore. last i heard they were looking for the bastard/ bastards that lit the fire they probably won't find them but you never know. i would like to tell smokes that throwing the butt of your cigarette out your car window isn't exactly smart. come on its like still lit and smoking when you throw it hello thats what starts grass fires you dumb fucks. sorry heat of the moment i've had a drink of coke to cool me down.
well at the lovely time of 2 am this morning i decided what i plan to do this year sure there are only 11 months left but anyway. i'm going to do a bachelor of communications through griffith university in queensland. yesi live in victoria but the good thing is i can stay here and do it entirely through the mail and internet so yeah. while studying i will be looking for a job so i can get my life going and start living life as an adult. sweet fun for me. its taken me sometime to decide on thursday i freaked out cause i had no idea what i was going to do and i couldn't find a purpose to live. at that time all i could think of was american chopper. sad i know and then yesterday i spent the evening with the gang sitting around the round about and remembered how great they are and now i have gotten things sorted out so all is really good and i'm happy and not freaking out and breaking down into random crying fits. its great i would like to thank all my friends for putting up with me and all my self centred ness for the past few weeks everything should get back to normal soon. Another thing that helped me to decide what to do was that if i studied at home i could take care of the house while dad is at work which would stop him from stressing so much about the cleanliness of our house. i could also cook tea for him so he doesn't have to and yeah it would just be so much better and then i could find a job to do part time to add some money to help out with the bills and that also lifting some unnessecary stress from my dad. em, chris and alburee will still be around so there will be plenty of people to still have fun with.
Tash gave me some great advice this morning about setting small goals. which for me this week have been cook tea and do the washing and the dishes which i have done this week yeah for the team of me. i dont really hate doing housework but its kind of hard to to get me motivated but i did and this shows me that i should also be able to do the required amount of work for uni and should be able to disciplin myself to actually do it.
not much else has been happening apart from me figuring out what to do. oh yeah i also mowed the lawns did a radio show with tash the first time we have done a show in 2 weeks she was in melbourne one week and then the other week i was at home sick. so yeah. i also went to teej's party and it was ok the round about gang had a sugar picnic under the clothes line. that was fun. ummm what else briany got the internet and em and i are having a picture competition to see who can get the best pictures on there blog. its on biarch i'm gunna beat you down to the ground well i shall neow leave and post some picture and then i'm going to get the washing off the line and do the dishes again. also i finally got a watch band for my baby g watch that has been out of service for abut six months got the band yesterday special order so i'm all happy if this band breaks i'm going to pay about 60 bucks and get one of those metal watch bands cause this band is likely to break like the last one that and the watch looks good with a metal band they actually sell the same watch with a metal band its just at the time that i brought this one they didn't have it how crap and it must now be like 2 years that they've had it at the shop and they haven't reduced the price wow jewellery stores funny places, anyway peace out.
well at the lovely time of 2 am this morning i decided what i plan to do this year sure there are only 11 months left but anyway. i'm going to do a bachelor of communications through griffith university in queensland. yesi live in victoria but the good thing is i can stay here and do it entirely through the mail and internet so yeah. while studying i will be looking for a job so i can get my life going and start living life as an adult. sweet fun for me. its taken me sometime to decide on thursday i freaked out cause i had no idea what i was going to do and i couldn't find a purpose to live. at that time all i could think of was american chopper. sad i know and then yesterday i spent the evening with the gang sitting around the round about and remembered how great they are and now i have gotten things sorted out so all is really good and i'm happy and not freaking out and breaking down into random crying fits. its great i would like to thank all my friends for putting up with me and all my self centred ness for the past few weeks everything should get back to normal soon. Another thing that helped me to decide what to do was that if i studied at home i could take care of the house while dad is at work which would stop him from stressing so much about the cleanliness of our house. i could also cook tea for him so he doesn't have to and yeah it would just be so much better and then i could find a job to do part time to add some money to help out with the bills and that also lifting some unnessecary stress from my dad. em, chris and alburee will still be around so there will be plenty of people to still have fun with.
Tash gave me some great advice this morning about setting small goals. which for me this week have been cook tea and do the washing and the dishes which i have done this week yeah for the team of me. i dont really hate doing housework but its kind of hard to to get me motivated but i did and this shows me that i should also be able to do the required amount of work for uni and should be able to disciplin myself to actually do it.
not much else has been happening apart from me figuring out what to do. oh yeah i also mowed the lawns did a radio show with tash the first time we have done a show in 2 weeks she was in melbourne one week and then the other week i was at home sick. so yeah. i also went to teej's party and it was ok the round about gang had a sugar picnic under the clothes line. that was fun. ummm what else briany got the internet and em and i are having a picture competition to see who can get the best pictures on there blog. its on biarch i'm gunna beat you down to the ground well i shall neow leave and post some picture and then i'm going to get the washing off the line and do the dishes again. also i finally got a watch band for my baby g watch that has been out of service for abut six months got the band yesterday special order so i'm all happy if this band breaks i'm going to pay about 60 bucks and get one of those metal watch bands cause this band is likely to break like the last one that and the watch looks good with a metal band they actually sell the same watch with a metal band its just at the time that i brought this one they didn't have it how crap and it must now be like 2 years that they've had it at the shop and they haven't reduced the price wow jewellery stores funny places, anyway peace out.
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