want to know what is really stupid

i'm over it. my mind is seriously playing tricks might be time to go and see someone about it but anyway i an't decide now whether i still want to have friends or whether i don't. maybe its just because i'm tired and am still crying. should i cry some much if it is the right decision? i dont know anymore and thinking about it makes me cry. well i think i will just forget what was said and i hope that you guys understand why i did it. hey if your dont forgive me then you aren't really worth having as a friend anyway i'm off to distract myself. if you want to talk email or call me. i'm not chasing you guys