Blah Blah Blah I say Blah let's all say BLAH

It's alive

2008-09-25T11:23:00.002+10:00

Like my friend em. I think I've decided its time to allow you to live again mostly because I think I like you blog and how high school are you. Took me forever to remember my email I'm some what happy that I always use they same password otherwise it would have been even harder. I heart you gmail I remember how exclusive you were/ maybe still are with you invite only rules I felt special. I have a stalker who Amanda knows weird yes yes I got like a hundred messages from him yesterday and he is freaking me out so no more talking to him. Far out way to go over the top freaky as thinking about it makes me feel weird and some what violated. Anyway back tow work I will one day make you pretty again blog. I'm sorry I've ignored you. love love

2006-10-18T10:00:00.000+10:00

debbie you crazy cat whats shakin' bacon? LAST WEEK OF UNI HURRAH! i cant wait, 5 sweet ass months off, what the fuck would i or anyone be able to do with that my=uch time off its a bit overkill but im not complaining lol.

I miss the blogs, Live Journal has taken over our brains man, SAVE THE BLOGS! lol

have a wicked day man

peace out

Pictures Bitches lmao

2006-09-07T20:59:00.001+10:00

Does it really need an explanation
Hairstyle bitches: Opinion Yay or Nay?
Hello 3 men in a tub. LOL

Sorry BRo'

2006-09-07T20:40:00.000+10:00

Sorry my negelected black brother. I've been taken over by the livejournal bug. It was an accident I saw to god.

That and hey i'm a busy person. Not really but hey. Forget that the pic is of pink but that red hair do is where i'm heading opinions anyone? I severally doubt there will be any but hey what can you do.

Grey's anatomy hey well thats a damn fine show is it not. I love that in australia is it in the off season and in America it kicks Desperate housewives arse every so often like all the time.

I'm listening to Enter Sandman why I have no idea. I'm still alive also in case you didn't get that dude we need to hang i'm meant to be organising something but I appear to be out of credit. I brought VIVA LA BAM SEASONS 4&5 on Tuesday and guess what it didnt come out until today how much do we love sanity traralgon. although it was after i purchased this i realised i was shit broke but damn worth it as always.

Centrelink tomorrow fun fun fun i hate it there but hey i have to go. Child care is shit come on job where the hell are you. I'm at a loss of what to do with life again but aren't I always.

Anyway i'm gunna go but offer you some lovely pictures.

Peace the Spork out STEVE IRWIN you were a hero to many. You will be greatly missed.

Hey Debbie

2006-08-31T13:57:00.000+10:00

look Live Journal didnt eat me!

hehe.

Man my blog is so neglected i hope no-one reports me lol eeeeip.

So whats going down my black brother?

peace out!

Emmy Fay

aloha

2006-07-21T16:07:00.000+10:00

OK update: I hate life and myself. Man i'm getting sick of sounding like a self centred retard everyone has problems. I'm just being greedy. What a quick post. I'm so over everything I just dont know what to do anymore.

Wow It's been a while

2006-07-10T16:15:00.000+10:00

Spike being rather suggestive, no???
Briany in the PIMP hatThe Strokes Concert TIcKet OMG I'm going with Tash
Denise with some lips on her face. (that was rather obvious but hey)
Briany and Denise. Showing some attitude well Briany is anyway. With the PIMP Hat

Ok well I've been hanging around livejournal what can I say I'm a bad person, Anyway I thought I would share some random Pictures and one of them happens to be rather odd funny yet disturbing.

If you want to check out the Lj it's http://debbafay.livejournal.com

Hey Man

2006-06-19T10:23:00.000+10:00

wow, long time no blog, at least for me, i promised id update mine all the time but i keep forgeting. Ugh, ok, what to do about this whole going to see Becca thing, i don't think we're going to be able to make it. The last time Ive seen Fowler was 2 and a half years ago about, and the whole purpose of going up there for me at least was to sort some things out between me and him and catch up, he's a very very dear old friend, and i promised Dani Fay we'd be going to see him on the 30th, its the only day all three of us can go see him, so i don't think im going to be able to see becca this time, cause to my knowledge we're catching a morning train, and this do of bec's is at night yeah?
So in conclusion, i feel like a total wanker emo fucktard, and am very sorry, im going to email bec in a minute and explain.

signing out,
Emmah Feh

Random MSN Convo Part 3

2006-06-15T00:10:00.000+10:00

The attack of Jerim or maybe THE ATTACK ON JERIM
Or Jerim got f...ed in the a...!!! Fill in the blanks yourself
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
butts lol
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
youre a fat monkey fuck hahahahah jk
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
wtf
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
ahahah debba
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
capitalist prick
!!!!!!!!
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
shut up
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
you are so lame
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
shamona
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
once again point proven
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
are you tyring to get fresh with me boi
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
bugger all snoz
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
what are you on about
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
no one likes you
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
love emily
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
meh
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
wuss
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
fatty fatty fat fuck!!!!
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:

"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
shamona he heeeeeeeee
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
ska fucken sucks money pole
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
oh msn why dont you get laid or somthing
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
and yet you're on here too
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
nah its got nothing to do with msn
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
coldplay are so ska
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
youre heart is a black abyss
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
fucker mwhahahahahahaha
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
die yuppie scum taco taco taco
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
haha, butt plug
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
shut up
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
worst person ever
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
chutup! go back to China bitch
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
so lame
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
OHHHHHHHHHHHHH ziggy stardust,I take you home,. make you fish moaw souop. fiash moaw, fish moaw!!!!!!!
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
wow you really do have to much time on your hands
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
shyut up you silly peahen in a roflcopter
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
im so tempted to block you
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
how slow are you
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
what are you on about
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
ha, boobies
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
which is not what you get... or wang for that matter
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
your so bad at the night
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but yeah but no but
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
dont you have some one else to talk to
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
yeah, there's 3 others sitting with me right now
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
go wack eachother off or something theres 3 of you that meens that if you combine your lousy internet skills together surely 3 of you could = one decent msn conversation
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
we're all enjoying abusing you as a communal activity. THIS IS pretty goddamn decent. Oh and if I'm sitting with 3 other people, that makes 4 of us, dickwad
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
nah your not humane you dont count and your abuse is really lame i wouldnt be proud of it
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
que
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
worst msn conversation ever
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
ha, Jerim, you're living in the city, surrounded by women & young boys and possibly various amputees, and yet, you're still not getting it on. now THAT'S something to pity
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
debb i bet you cant even find your vagina its lost in rolls shut up
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
and im not getting any co unlike you and your friends i have standafrds that have to be met first
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
oh jerim, the use of that magnifying glass has really gotten to your head
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
your standards = a possible heartbeat Not necessary though....
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
perhaps a cold wet nose
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
can i ask who is sitting with you in fairness to me
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
oh, zing
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
so that way i can tell it liek it is to all of you
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
like*
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
me, him, her and her
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
wow nice call an antique
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
now figure out who it is
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
the classics never die, unlike what you are sleeping with or should we say not sleeping with
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
i bet ever day you are greatfull that your mother just didnt suck off some random guy she took his spunk in her twat or else she wouldnt be here hey?
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
thanks to turbonegro thanks list for that one ass cobra
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
jerim, you are so witty, I am slayed by your absolute power with words.
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
im out you really are a waste if i wasnt stealing the net from some random via wireless id be asking for my money back
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
hobbit motherfuckers
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
before i go atleast le me know who is with you cos a) i highly doub whilst youre in a room thered be any space and b) so i can know who is there for fair play
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
Jerim, the apocolypse is coming faster than you are typing, so we're going to leave it there. Oh, and fat jokes went out the same time as your mama jokes and ska
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
all i have to say is you still live in gippsland thats it you will die and rot their
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
oh and judging but the words typed by us, you should know who is here
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
who chris emily and solme other phag
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
oh, your spelling of phag is sooo ghey
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
hey stop ripping my words off mother fucker
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
oh. my. god. Are you saying you invented ghey....
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
go back to your mobile homes seriously go be punk sniff glue and suck eachother off
we're only gonna die for our arrogance says:
good chatting to you as always
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
oh, we will. and you can go off and fantasise over Ross Woodhouse and be "ska as" in the lovely crowd Melbourne has become. Good
"Hermit- and proud of it" says:
Goodday to you sir

Random MSN convos Part 2

2006-06-14T20:04:00.000+10:00

we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
hey debba, hows the nbrown acid working out?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
not to bad
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
who is debbie?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
lol
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
is that a sock on your face debba?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
no udes erioudly
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
or do you have another name?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
udes?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
let me try that again
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
lol
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
no dude seriously
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
no its me but whats this is there a sock on your face things
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
lmfao
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
well wtf is that thing on that dudes face thats making him so happy?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
are you drunk
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
nothing that is his face and hair
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
nope
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
why isnt it brown?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
btw are you after my brown acid stash it ages well
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
his hair??? cause it is dyed welcome to with world of dirty dreds
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
oh yeah, gimme a piece of that
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
well, i thought that, but it looks more like a sock
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
its not a sock
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
sure it is
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
well i dont think you can afford my brown acid from 69' your not old enough to understand the greatness of it
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
im a whole of 18 now
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
it probably smells like hippy anyway...
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
its you know over 2005 -1969 = 46 years old. hey thats my favourite number
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
and no not a sock
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
lol u crack me up debbie
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
we'll see...
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
its too small for me to tell
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
fattest dread i have ever seen
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
stop insulting THE BRANDON BOYD OF INCUBUS
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
i'm in shock what arhhhh what *tears* what kind of hater are you
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
hater?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
hold on
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
1. did not recognise brandon high 2. fat dread aint an insult
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
i'm only joking and i hope your not mad. please dont be mad i'll send you something to make things better
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
hahaha
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
is it really mr boyd?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
yes it is
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
did you open it?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
lol
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
yeah. trippy.
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
yay another present
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
booyah
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
i have many
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
i KNEW it was a sock
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
hahahahaha
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
i dont have a life you see its all live journal and message boards for me
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
where di u find these?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
livejournal somewhere i think
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
ohok
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
so yeah, what are you up to?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
in general
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
i'll put all my gift files on a disk for you bec and give it to you next time we catch up or mail it to you or something if you want
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
i've had some good days and some bad hows about yourself
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
yeah, good and bad as well
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
itd be cool to see you these holidays
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
hopefully the good days out weigh the bad though?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
i want to join the round about thing one week
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
well i'll see whats up with that when are you down?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
yeah for sure
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
final scene from life of brian hey?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
im down atm studying for exams, but i finish them next week
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
ok well kat is down from june 26th see is going back tomorrow morning
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
cool
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
do you have any idea when tash is set to return
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
def do somethin hey
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
no actually
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
what day did she go again?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
yeah we will i will arrange things for you guys. i dont know when she gets back either. last thruday?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
awesome, name the date and ill be there
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
funky i will get in contact with you when i know more
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
yeah i have no idea
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
maybe shelley knows
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
i hadnt seen her for ages actually
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
nah me neither
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
umm june 30th???? its a friday
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
yes
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
ok i shall tell kat that is a goer and tell em chris and alburee cause she should come and catch up too and tash if she is back around that time
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
so tired worked today at a childcare place so i am stuffed. good night and i'll get in contact with you when i have more details
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
awesome!
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
children?
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
go debbie
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
goodnight debbie, sock and bb
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
yeah i volunteer at a childcare and brandon and sock say too
we're just hardcore believers in voluntary simplicity says:
hehe

Random MSN convos Part 1

2006-06-14T19:57:00.000+10:00

It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
why are you pissed
its a black......................... can u tell me a car type yeh its a black...........................tank says:
COZ AUBS SAID TO ME NOT TO TALK TO HER FRIENDS AND THEN SHE SAID TO ME THT SHE JUS TRALKED TO NINE OF THEM AND THEN SHE SAID IN A BITCHY VOICE WOTS WRONG WITH TALKIN TO UR EX ..FUCKIN HORE I HATE HER SO MUCH DONT TELL HER I SAID THT COZ I NO U R
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
what the
its a black......................... can u tell me a car type yeh its a black...........................tank says:
I JUS WANT TO KILL HER
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
no you dont
its a black......................... can u tell me a car type yeh its a black...........................tank says:
YES I DO
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
no you dont
its a black......................... can u tell me a car type yeh its a black...........................tank says:
YES I DO
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
NO YOU DONT
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
whats with the yelling man
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
also hore isn't spelt like that its spelt whore
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
you know your friends invited her into the convo
its a black......................... can u tell me a car type yeh its a black...........................tank says:
I FUCKIN NO DONT START ME OR ILL KILL U TO
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
hell NO you wont
its a black......................... can u tell me a car type yeh its a black...........................tank says:
HELL FUCKIN YES
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
watch what you say addi i'm not the most sane person you will ever talk to
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
your a little brat
its a black......................... can u tell me a car type yeh its a black...........................tank says:
DONT START ME
It's hard to dance if you just lost your wallet. "Whoa! Where's my wallet? But, fuck it, this song is funky..." says:
dont start me

Hello Alburee

2006-06-13T20:53:00.000+10:00

Its Alburee. Isn't she pretty. Hello Alburee

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

2006-06-12T21:20:00.000+10:00

If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
hi
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
hi
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
how are you?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
did you start your full time work today?
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
where'd you go?
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
\im doin dishes
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
i start tomorrow
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
are you excited
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
nope not excited at all
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
why not? did you talk to ben since saturday
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
yep im not friends with him n e more
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
and i start full time this week and so does he so i get to see him every day
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
why aren't you friends with him anymore?
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
coz im findin it to hard to be his friend and he things im to good for him
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
wow thats interesting i think you should still try to be friends with him though. You've been really happy since you have known him
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
no i havent
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
well you seem to have been when i've talked to you
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
yeh but he disappointed me all the time made me feel liek shit
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
how'd he do that
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
like askin me to come over or makin plans then breakin then
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
oh yeah i forgot about all that
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
so your not going to talk to him at all
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
yeh i tried to today but no msg back yet
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
i was a mess last night i had to go stay at aubs
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
so who decided you weren't going to be friends?
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
me
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
wow i'm lost i dont know what to say or do.
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
its ok
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
Can i say something though don't get mad
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
yep
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
ok are you no longer friends because you want to be more than that?
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
becoz i wanted it and he didnt want it YET it made it hard for me
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
and made me upset
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
yeah but he hasn't had the best life he has a lot of issues that he has to work through and what he needs is friends not someone to drag into his troubles. i understand that it made it hard for you and upset but he didn't rule it out happening some time down the track when he is ready
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
what time is your lunch break tomorrow?
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
why does everyone say that " he hasnt had teh best life" its bullshit
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
everyone has problems
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
yeh but how long do i have to wait for
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
thats right but some people's problems are worse than tohers
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
yeh ive had my fair share as well
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
it shouldn't matter if you really have/had feeling for him then you would wait
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
we all have
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
i do have feelings for me but its hard to wait
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
yes it is i understand that
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
and hang around with someone u like being friends with them when all u want to do is be with them
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
u understand that debbie have u ever been in teh same situation i am in right now
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
Yeah i understand that. Yes i have been in the same situation but i dont talk about those kind of things.
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
uve benn in my situation
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
yes
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
oook
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
and yes teej i am talking to alburee
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
and guess what i'm trying to help you not trying to make you mad
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
wat!
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you know shes online and you know that i'm going to ask about you. wanna know why cause I CARE and your upset and fragile i'm not trying to make you mad yet again i'm trying to help and make you see reason
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
well your not helping me debbie if u have been in this situation u should know the kind of shit u dont want to hear like if i really liked him i would of waited
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you would have and damn it teej dont go calling me a liar
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you hardly know anything about me you know what i want you to know
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
and i did that when
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
well your not helping me debbie if u have been in this situation u should know the kind of shit u dont want to hear like if i really liked him i would of waited.........RIGHT THERE
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
debbie for once can ya not try and make it about u
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
it isn't about me your calling me a liar for trying to help YOU
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
YOU YOU YOU
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
debbie i dont want your HELP i NEVER asked for it u have NO idea the way i feel right now no idea at all
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you always fucking ask for it
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
did i say to u right now tonite hey debbie HELP ME!!
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOO
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
well you normally do
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
well i didnt tonite
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
u didnt help saturday night and u airnt helpin right now
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
at all
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
what didn't i help with on satuday you didn't ask for help then either
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
seriously forget it
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
forget what?
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
everything
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
what this whole convo. does that mean we are no longer fighting?
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
maybe not fightin but u have made me upset and annoyed yes
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
we you have done the same so that leaves us as nothing. i dont know i'm annoyed to figure out whats happening
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
what!
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
ive made u upset HOW
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
wats happenin with wat
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
my problem
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
yes you made annoyed not really upset but annoyed. Whats happening with everything
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
debbie my problem has nothin to do with u at all so for starters mind ur own business. how have i annoyed u
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you yelled at me and i wasn't fucking talking about your problem i'm talking about everything. whether i actually ever want to anything
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
instead of sayin "im talkin about everthing" try tellin me wat it is so i actually have an idea about wat ur fucking talkin about
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
i dont know whether i want to know you anymore
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
forget i said that
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
then u no longer no me coz im not gunna forget that u said that ever
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
ok fine then be like that
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
u are so immature debbie its really sad
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
yeah i'm immature hearing that from you really hurts not. You can't call someone immature cause your acting immature towards ben
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
hypocrite
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
how dare u debbie
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
u have no idea
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you have no fucking idea dont start with me. how dare i what?
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
tell me that im actin immature to ben u dont know anything about it at all
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you've told me
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
ive told u half of it
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
and if u care half as much as u say u do u wouldnt be sayin this shit to me right now
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you dont want to be friends with him cause you want to be more. dont do that to yourself your going to wake up one day and be all like damn i wish i was friends with him.
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you said we weren't friend. mind you i'm holding back
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
soo wat thats my mistake to make isnt it . am im not friends with him coz i want to be more
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
DEBBIE U SAID U DIDNT WANT TO KNOW ME N E MORE
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
who says that
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
i said i took it back
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
u cant ake somethign back liek that
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
and then after i said that you said you wouldn't forget look back in the convo
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
thats was really hurtful
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
it hurt me alot
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
you called me self centered like thats not hurtful
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
fuck you hurt me alot cause i am on here all the time listening to you say all these things and taking an interest never once being all " you know what your being self centered cause we aren't talking about me"
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
i'm sorry i hurt your feeling
If I forgot some stuff, please excuse me; I ate the brown acid at Woodstock '69 and can scarcely remember my own name. says:
it was not my intention
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:
ok well first of all fuck you!. . secondly why dont u do everyone a favour and keep your thoughts to your self coz noone cares about wat u have to say or think. and lastly u r the most self centered person i know because no matter wats my problem is poor debbie is always sad and depressed. apology not accepted seriously debbie forget it u think u can say wateva u want to me and sorry will fix it well it doesnt ok. u did the same thing to dani i read the convo u had with her on aubs computer keep going and u will have no friends left at all u are a nasty person who get a kick out of makin other people feel like shit! so u can get fuck in my book
εìíз So KisS mE LiKe U did My HeaRT StOps BeaTing SuCh A SoFteR SiN εìíз says:i would stay to hear wat u htink but i dont give a shit

God God Damn IT Damn IT

2006-06-12T20:40:00.000+10:00

well What happens when you try and help someone or point something out. They get shitty VICTORY DANCE. NOTE TO PEOPLE if someone gets pissed at you easily for telling them the truth they aren't worth having as friends. Or maybe they are and occasionally they need to vent, I need to vent so hello useless piece of writing. Teej is pissed at me cause i told her some home truths hate not telling people the truth even if it is supposedly for their own good it never is cause it creates a false sense of security
Ahhhh aint it funny when people see this sense after yelling at you. I think it is. Wow this piece is so retarded my head is everywhere. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EM. HEHE wow its amazing how things can change in a short amount of time and how quickly you realise how much you dont need some people in your life cause they are damned annoying and well many other things like i mentioned mind not quite functioning right now might be really tired might have the clearest mind i have had in ages, might be losing my mind.
eipp wow this sis dumb i have an assignment to do my second last one and then yeah its due at 5 tomorrow but i have to work and wont be home til then so i must leave and do that, damn i'm cold EMILY MISFITS HOODIE aND ABSINTHE I"M SO JEALOUS

Purple Monkey Dishwasher

2006-06-02T13:49:00.000+10:00

Current Location:
HELL
Current Music:
Sound Garden - Black Hole Sun
Current Mood:
I'm numb. That isn't a good thing. Maybe I'm angry and then there is a common favourite DEPRESSED.
Current Opinion on Government Agencies:
IF centrelink were to burn down filled with people who are supposed to help me I would celebrate. Cause guess what they aren't fucking helping me at all instead they tend to be hindering and its affecting EVERYTHING

well damn what a start to the morning a little visit to the local centrelink office in Morwell to do a straight forward thing hand in my fortnightly form ok I'll accept that I have to travel there at the moment but what I will not accept is getting fucked around again and guess what nothing is straight forward with them. I have to make yet another appointment with them to get things figured out and well that take about half an hour and two phone calls some tears and a lady who is meant to be helping me who isn't listening. I am damn lucky I asked Sharon to follow me in otherwise the shit would have hit the fan and the tears would have been worse, my situation has changed yet again. I get semi settled into the new rules and stipulations of my contact for job searching and then they go and change everything again. I'm not allowed to just look for work I HAVE to do something else it's not a choice and my study does not appear to be enough so there is another knife in me and on a good note that isn't good cause its annoying I can do 2 days a week with TNLH as a volunteer and the government will give me $20 more a fortnight for bus fair that would be all good if I could catch a bus from Glengarry. To add to this annoyance I now have to make an appointment with TRY through Workways and that means more screwing around more tears and more suicidial thoughts.

As a bonus to my lovely simple trip to Morwell I have finally seen the Valley as a sad dull depressing hole that some many before me have seen. I was yet to see it and now I have and all I want to do is run the hell away from here. I can't be here I can't stand it here. To save my life I have to leave I dont want to but I can't get work here and therefore have to keep seeing Centrelink and eventually I'll have enough and I'll be done and that will be it no more.

People at Centrelink seem to not give a shit about people I don't care how many people they have seen that are having the same problems no one is the same everyone curcumstances are different and seriously what talent do you need to work at centrelink a great knowledge of how to fuck with people and a great knowledge of fucking up at your job.

Wow now that I have vented I would like to mention that today I rang Chris to tell him that I wasn't going to Falcons tonight cause I don't feel like being around people and his response was that he would go all EMO well guess what I dont care cause I have bigger things to worry about. I need to figure out how I am going to keep myself from doing something stupid. So tempting to get knocked up less problems with Centrelink there. I wonder if Centrelink have done a study of the number of people who were job seekers who have now had children as single parents so much easier cept its a lifelong commitment. I also wonder how many people have committed suicide after having centrelink fuck with them. I bet the number would be high. They need to overhaul there system and figure this shit out.

Ok wow I'm seriously done with the angry words now. AS I said I will not be attending Falcons I dont feel like it and em and chris I can't always call you maybe one day you should try and call me for a chance just maybe hey. Anyway I'm done for now gunna go find something to do to bide the time while I figure out what to do.

Half Arsed Teachers can go to HELL

2006-05-31T21:05:00.000+10:00

Well as you can tell from my lovely beginning to this entry I'm not happy and it has everything to do with the man, I wish I could just say Damn the Man but as we all know we'd end up homeless and forgotten. Tempting isn't it. The story goes like this. I was having trouble with 2 assignments because there was a lack of information given to me and now both of these pieces have been sent back to me claiming I did not follow instructions. I suppose this isn't really a claim but a truth that has come from a misunderstanding anyway I suppose I should consider myself lucky that I can resubmit but damn I didn't need this. This morning I was up at 7:30 working off of 5 hours sleep anyway went to centrelink to see my favourite man who is actually a rather stupid looking and now proven stupid women who shares my name. Nice one whoever named me and her, anyway I had to go all the way over to morwell that good old 20 minutes and buy petrol to do so good ol' 1.44 p/l and then I got over there and well everyone was lost as to why I had to come and see them the answer good o namesake forgot to ask me one question after waiting for an hour I was out of their within 4 minutes of seeing someone and in that time she managed to confuse the hell out of everyone including her self and my dad bright spark that one. Anyway I told her I had started volunteer work which I started yesterday and she kind of raised her voice "WHY ARE YOU DOING THAT?" well because one I'm helping out people who need help looking after there children while they do a class with the neighbourhood house a government funded place of education mind you and two it is another thing i can add to my resume and to top it off I have to go back there on Friday to hand in my fortnightly form funo another way to waste money, Hey if you know anyone who is willing to give up sometime to help look after some kids under 10 tell me and i'll hook you up with some voluntary work at TNLH and you can add it to your resume and get a reference or referee from Jenny (co-ordinator) very nice lady very friendly people all around.

Pictures that I have stolen I think they are all stolen

2006-05-26T23:49:00.000+10:00

Emily's or Danielle's Hand at the Graduation. November December last year
Tash as an 80's pimp circa Flava Flav
Emily and Chris last Hard End Of the Stick well maybe there has been one in between dont remember. Hey em when is the exhibit?
Briany last day for school in my pimp costume minus the gold eagle cane that was my uncles with my pimp/wonka hat and elvis sunnies so tempting to have taken the cape and wig as well DAMN
Ville Valo for HIM looking mighty fine. www.wireimage.com
But that can't be guarenteed I may have actually taken these photos myself

Web messenger

2006-05-26T23:33:00.000+10:00

Well hello fellow bloggers and random trolls/lurkers i love you all. Well maybe I shouldn't say that seen as how I have no idea who you are or where you from. He I wonder if anyone but emily and briany read this. If you do post a comment, use that lovely verification feature that I added when posting comments victory dance for me another way to waste ones time let me tell you. Well whats been happening. I was in Melbourne and I'm back but you already knew this. Today I am in a hole feeling out of the loop. Dont know why but hey I am anyway more important things to worry about where to begin. Ok well I'm still unemployed and have taken on another volunteer job this time with TNLH as a child care assistant/ free babysitter 2 full days a week I can put it on my resume. I am now on New Start with Centrelink that means that I have to look for 5 jobs a fortnight get over to Morwell once a fortnight to hand in a form that could be sent just as easily. I must remember to ring them on monday I always forget, what else umm I have been driving for the past week and a bit and am loving it today i drove from traralgon to glengarry in dad's car with dad and he didn't lose his mind and all those people that bitch that dads car is powerful are really mistake I could control that thing so easy and it doesn't speed up horribly quickly like I had been informed damn the driving schools car was meaner. I have yet to drive my car. Oh yeah I have a car now i might have mentioned that and I'm building myself up to drive it paranoid i'm gunna forget what a break is but I'm getting compliments from everyone which is a surprise. Em I hope you get that job at Maccas its really punk to work there and I'm not kidding. Umm what else. Briany got a new phone and its different from a Nokia so it's not so easy to use at the beginning when your so used to a Nokia. Well I'm still doing my writing course and getting props from my fellow students means a lot to me. Its amazing what one little compliment can do if your've had a shitty day. I have also become a bit of a LiveJournal freak and well I update that sometimes but not always I've become very lazy at the moment. Teej is after this guy Ben and she did something she never thought she could and that was ask him out and he said yes not really a surprise teej is a lovely person and anyone would be lucky to have her as a friend. I'm so saving to buy a bottle of Absinth. dude I have always wanted to hallucinate and well that seems the legal ticket to it. I have become an Incubus freak and am waiting patiently for there new album that will be dropping around October in the US as least and have also learned that Kat is a big fan of them and has been for years. Yes I am slow but damn what do you want from me. What else well for the past week I have been trying to get in contact with bev at the radio station so I can tell her I'm back and pitch a new show Idea that is a movie show with reviews and soundtrack music and what not. Chris asked me yesterday if I would write something for a zine he is creating to sell at the next Hard End of The Stick that is to take place next friday. I have no idea what to write about so I better think of something quick I need to get it to him soon. Damn Damn Damn. Thats about it I think my LiveJournal is located at http://debbafay.livejournal.com and its damn sweet visit and look at my bitches aka friends.

Debbie come update your blog!!

2006-05-26T13:51:00.000+10:00

see title. GET BACK IN HERE! MINE'S STILL ALIVE!

GOD DAMN

2006-04-19T20:52:00.000+10:00

Julian from the strokes. cap from juicebox bitches AKA SCREAMING JULIAN
Adam in a tipping cap before i bleached the front of his hair
My Hair in Black and white
well we all know who that is dont we
my life is shit again god damn it do people around me enjoy watching my dad and i struggle.my headaches are back they are worse all i want to do is sleep and disappear. what the fuck am i to do, stupid money. stupid valley and its lack of employment opportunities fuck it there is no point being in this place anymore. tafe is boring i've lost my motivation to write this blog and the damn live journal are proof. you can check out the 3 posts on the LJ if you want. i added the word verification thing to the blog making life difficult for those who SPAM he h. ummh the live journal link is http://debbafay.livejournal.com have some fun there it has nothing to offer and neither do i i'm gunna go but not before i show a few random photos. anyway cya and i hope things get better. OH yeah i forgot to say thanks guys for inviting me out today, using the whole we didn't think you could get in when have i not been able to get in i always figure something out thats the stupidest excuse you have ever had thanks for adding to my bad day. fuck you guys. that doesn't go out to you briany. i also hope your feeling better and everything is ok. rock on your dog is cool but damn loud. hope you survived your solo night i'm sure it was fine.

Oh Debbie!

2006-03-06T08:33:00.000+11:00

aw FUCK man, there's no words, no fucking words, shit. whats wrong with the world when a smart witty girl with a wicked sense of humour thinks she's a failure, mate, just because you didnt get to uni does not make one a failure at life, there are many, MANY paths to sucess my friend, you said that yourself to me!! hey perhaps after doing a year or two at Tafe you could get into uni that way? or you can always go back later? you've still got options left bud, the world's end isnt nigh, although i can understand why you would feel it would be, i have no idea what it feels like to be in your situation, to any degree, and bud, just because i happen to be a big Chris fan, does not mean id rather hang out with him than you, if anything id love for just us to to go on an outing together and not tell him!!!! i love the guy to death but sometimes it feels as though im re-arranging my life to suit him when he wants to see me, im behind in all my work already cause he wanted to see me yesterday, and cause i can't stick up for myself when i need to say something i said yes cause i wanted to keep him happy, i know my issues with him are trivial in the eyes of yours and i know that, im not comparing, but seriously im angry dont think i dont wanna hang with you, i get angry at chris when we all go out together like us three cause he's the one thats always talking to me and wont talk to you, not cause he dont like you but cause he just can't leave me be, and if i dont talk to him he gets shit (as you've often seen) arrrgh lol. But in regards to you finding some new friends, do as you wish, i dont deserve you and you're right, im not the best friend you could have, i wish i could explain myself to you but words escape me, i am, in short, a horrid excuse for a mate, and i can accept the fact that i havent always been there for you, i may not want to or like it but i have to, and countless times ive said id change but to no avail, so if you dont want me around, i understand 200%.
As with all your family problems, there is one thing i will do for you and you better know it, ive said it before a few times, because i MEAN it, i'll come with you to find some answers to how to fix everything thats making you hurt, i'll very happily go with you and hell even pay for (i still got a bit sittin in my accout for emergencies) you to go talk to a pro, id even recommend who to see as ive seen my share lol, ive seen some wonderful totally down to earth doctors who arent full of shit and actually listen to you and try and sort you out, just ask and if you want me to i'll go, i mean it, or even if theres shit you wanna say to your mum and you need someone to hear you out first, let it be me, ive seen my share of busted up families, mines broken in ways you wouldnt believe too for horrible things that have been done to each other, to me, i still feel sick for thinking about it, theres rifts in my family too that can never, ever be fixed, no matter who says sorry or how many times, so in a way, i guess i can relate to the whole family bullshit/being treated like dirt, all that, so in a last ditched effort to keep you as a mate, when you read this, though i hope its not too late already, come talk to me, id ring ya but mum put a lock on the phone, i dont know the code, unless she dials it before i call someone, no one in this house can make long distance phone calls (meaning glengarry, Traralgon or tyres and anywhere after that) so looks like i wont have to be paying for phone bills the length of my arm anymore, but yeah, serious, talk to me maybe we can sort something out eh? and maybe i'll end up telling you some things as well, shit that Chris doesnt even know and i plan on never telling him, whadya say? one last go before you head me off completely?

see ya round champ
Emmy Fay

feeling angry and upset

2006-02-24T22:42:00.000+11:00

Its suddenly hit me i'm a failure. for my entire school life my goal was always university and it is just hitting me now when i hear everyone talking about who they have seen around uni that i realise that i fucked up big time and yet again find myself in that weird place where i have these uncontrolable crying fits, i guess another thing i'm paying for is my decision not to place a seas application in for a derived VCE result i'm sorry but i dont believe the country deserves this whole thing about rural areas we dont miss out on much at all sure it costs us more to travel to melbourne to go to lectures but come on thats about it. i find it to be a form of cheating and then all those random people who put in other things including that they are suffering in the family home. oh sweet can i put down that i've been depressed for 10 years or that my dad still struggles with the fact my mum left all those years ago and that i still have trouble dealing with it NO no i can't it was too long ago well wait a minute it could have affected the all of my other school years but no in the year it counts the most nothing that has happened can have an effect on my score unless it happened the year you do your vce.

i scored myself a car a car my mum is buying me that she doesn't like that she is always going to complain about your all thinking sweet your parents are actually buying you a car. well for the shit that my mum has done to me over the years emotionally i fucking deserve more than that. years of torment because food was my comfort when my mum left and at that age healthy eating isn't something you know much about hows about this i find out my mums gay from a kid who is picking on me whose mum knew and told her. hows about the dickhead mrs next door who knew exactly where my mum was but decided it would be fun to torture an 8 year old. then there is losing every friend i had. then my mum deciding that out of no where she is going to stop helping me and my dad survive she likes to throw things like that in so that she can see us struggle and be above my dad. i hope she realises i there is nothing she can do that will put her in my favour my dad doesn't work anymore because when mum and dad where together they sent me to childcare and me being me i annoyed the carers and made scene whenever i was dropped off. so he quit his job to take care of me and sharon. when mum left dad ghot depressed too and he then gained weight and a serious back problem which stops him from getting work and he stayed out of work to make sure his 2 daughters came home to a nice clean house and had tea on the table. we moved from melbourne for mum for her work and see leaves us within 8 years leaving us stuck down here. man it pisses me off so much

i've also noticed a change it things i think its finally hit me that tash now lives in melbourne and the only person i have to talk to is emily and she would prefer to be with chris instead of around me or talking to me damn i would prefer to be with anybody else but myslef i'm not interesting i'm boring i act like an idiot so people will do something around me laugh or make faces whatever acting like a smart person who has feelings results in me being alone. i would drop everything to help out a friend if i was sick i would take there call i would listen to there problems i would do whatever was required but when i need someone to talk to just to listen to my problems i'm alone writing it all on a blog that is only going to be read by emily one of the people i've just co,mplained about oh well i think its time for me to change friends i've changed a lot already this year

i've started to do what i say i'm going to do and that for the past 2 weeks has been to clean the rooms that need cleaning while dad is at work. i've also made calls that need to be made and contacted whoever needs to be contacted. so why not do a change up of friends. maybe i'll be able to find some people who will listen to me when i need to talk. hey em i realise you may have a headache and that you didn't want to talk but your phone came up with a message saying you were talking to someone not that normal message you get when your phones out of range. i may act stupidly but guess this shock horror i'm a smart person who absolutly can not stand being lied to and can't lie to save her life or job.

in some other random news the stokes First impression of earth is fanastic as is anything stokes related and james blunt's chasing time: the bedlame sessions is great for every james lover as it comes complete with a dvd of a perform at the BBC and videos for the songs, behind the scenes, interview photogallery and documentry. well worth a purchase and a viewing or 50 million( notice the exaggeration) well adios readers i'm out of here to either go to bed listen to music watch american chopper fight my cat or sit outside in the dark listening to music. also james blunt is doing a tour of australian as is HIM if you were lucky enough to get tickets to HIM (it was only today i found out they were coming) then hope its great i'd think it would be. go see james tickets are still available for the melbourne show at festival hall on the 15th of april through www.ticketmaster.com.au one sydney show is sold out but another has been announced tickets for brisbane and sydney are available through www.tickettek.com.au more info can also be found at www.frontiertouring.com.au

well i'm done here Catch ya for real. em if you read this between now and when we are meant to be bowling i will not be attending and good luck finding a ride to and fro i will be of no assistance. might see you at dex.

I got my learners permit lalalala

2006-02-09T19:45:00.000+11:00

ok it only took me about 2 years longer than the rest but i went for my L's and got them sweet as i can now drive with a supervising driver and my mum is going to buy me a car. ok in the randomness that occurs in my life and those of my friends. all day yesterday well all the time i was hanging out with Tash we were on like the same wave length or something and then today i tell emily about this song by treble charger called american psycho turns out its a song that was originally done by the misfits, em's band of the moment. so weird. i had lunch with sharon today it was a lot of fun we just talked and stuff she had to take me to vic roads but it was good to hang out with her. i had the two best drinks today first one was a cream cola by cascade a nice drop i must say i quit enjoyed it and then some other random sunrise drink twas very enjoyable.

i am enrolled in tafe

2006-02-08T21:34:00.000+11:00

he he i'm enrolled in the CVI writing course at TAFE but i am already suffering from a fear like feeling i am enrolled to do it online
more to come later

more pictures

2006-02-07T11:54:00.000+11:00

Stolen from random sites including www.funnyjunk.com

SPIKE has

2006-02-07T11:44:00.000+11:00

Returned hoorah talk about relief casually strolls into the fly screen and wacks it a few times with his head. feed me and then he rans away from me. currently i'm chatting to emmy-faye deciding that its time for me to have a shower but i can't until 12 cause i'm listening to radio bam. em violin+rock songs = YELLOWCARD. he he. Yellowcard. well i rang gippstafe today and they have said that i can have an interview today or tomorrow i choose tomorrow cause dad will be able to take me over. i have to ring up and make an appointment later for an interview and then i have to find 3 writing samples. hello steal from blog and big mouth i'm on my way. i'll steal a good piece an emotional piece.anyway i'm out and cobras photo doesn't count em

i never win

2006-02-07T01:02:00.000+11:00

i never win in the game of life things are starting to look good and now i can't find spike. now for those of you who know me you know how much he means to me. well anyway i left him out of the house at noon and its now 1 am and i haven't seen or heard him at all so i am freaking out its isn't like my lovely cat to do that. i got a call about the traineeship this afternoon and i am one of six applicants that were sent to the school to be chosen so this is good anyway i'm going to go and watch american chopper while i freak out about spike.

Cert IV = not being taught this year

2006-02-06T12:55:00.000+11:00

Crap I wanted to do that course can't now because they decided they didn't want to teach it anymore. crap crap shit crap. damn it back to the drawing board again glad i called them to find out what was happening. now i wait on news of the traineeship. i should look into doing the course with gipps Tafe as they offer it but require sample pieces and will most likely require me to attend the TAFe a few times a week which might cause some problems. Gippstafe offers the course but i now need to talk to my mum and figure out an action plan. she is probably out to lunch. i might try calling again later or catch her tonight. ok now in other news i also rang abotu the traineeship but the guy presently isn't available. now all thats left is to find a job or at least look for one mr pizza is after people go team go. well i'm going to make one more phone call. i love how mixed up this is blog is. i am applying for a job at a pizza place. crazy insane. isn't it funny when the important phone numbers are busy such as centrelink and vicroads the crazyness of it all. come on em hurry up. bahh haha. emily you ran away. bahhhh*daggers*
he he. happy face. i have a secret that only i know

Ha ha the crazyness continues

2006-02-05T23:26:00.000+11:00

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DECISION TIME

2006-02-05T22:42:00.000+11:00

ok today was the day i was meant to enrol in the open uni bachelor of communication course. i changed my mind yet again another indecision on my part. its destroying me because i keep getting stressed. well at least this time i had arranged for my mum to come over and help me to enrol so she showed up and i told her that i didn't know whether doing the course was the right idea that and i had overheard my sister and my dad talking about how they didn't think i could do it. so my mum todl me to look towards TAFE and do a Cert 4 in something so i can get into uni next year possibly doing journalism. which was the main goal in the beginning i emailed them about all the info on the course cause it lacked info on the website and i dont have the guide. anyway after sending that email off the next thing i did was apply for a traineeship in information technology. the best way to make serious cash these days and a field that has a lot fo opening. there is a future in it. i emailed off that as well and all i have to do is tomorrow make sure i call to check that these emails were recieved. you can't win if your not in it and if you dont ge the place at least you have tried and there is nothing else that can be done

of recent weeks while i deal with these decisions i have started to come up with a shit load of advice for everyone around me but am yet to really take any of it hopefully it has helped someone else.

tomorrow i also have to ring Vicroads and book in for my learners permit.

anyway its time for me to go and watch some TV i think its time to return to an old favourite dvd of mine. Tony Hawks Skatepark tour 2002 with the fanastic Colin McKay the dudes funny and it can't be denied add to that BAm Margera, Bucky Lasek and a shit load of others.

Also its time for some more photo fun. Emily your slagging aready. i shall keep all you readers out there informed as to how things go. adios.

2006-02-04T13:48:00.000+11:00

The dogs have buck teeth weird or whatMr Peanut
A Heap of snow Plows
Tweak and Cartman

bull Getting revenge or stupid people

i'm gunna win this if it kills me

2006-02-04T13:43:00.000+11:00

Take note of the white near the black on his pants. hello mr bush your fly is open

2006-02-04T13:33:00.000+11:00

miss piggy you saucy minx

Ok so i've been lazy

2006-02-04T12:58:00.000+11:00

well the fire is undercontrol no problem anymore. last i heard they were looking for the bastard/ bastards that lit the fire they probably won't find them but you never know. i would like to tell smokes that throwing the butt of your cigarette out your car window isn't exactly smart. come on its like still lit and smoking when you throw it hello thats what starts grass fires you dumb fucks. sorry heat of the moment i've had a drink of coke to cool me down.

well at the lovely time of 2 am this morning i decided what i plan to do this year sure there are only 11 months left but anyway. i'm going to do a bachelor of communications through griffith university in queensland. yesi live in victoria but the good thing is i can stay here and do it entirely through the mail and internet so yeah. while studying i will be looking for a job so i can get my life going and start living life as an adult. sweet fun for me. its taken me sometime to decide on thursday i freaked out cause i had no idea what i was going to do and i couldn't find a purpose to live. at that time all i could think of was american chopper. sad i know and then yesterday i spent the evening with the gang sitting around the round about and remembered how great they are and now i have gotten things sorted out so all is really good and i'm happy and not freaking out and breaking down into random crying fits. its great i would like to thank all my friends for putting up with me and all my self centred ness for the past few weeks everything should get back to normal soon. Another thing that helped me to decide what to do was that if i studied at home i could take care of the house while dad is at work which would stop him from stressing so much about the cleanliness of our house. i could also cook tea for him so he doesn't have to and yeah it would just be so much better and then i could find a job to do part time to add some money to help out with the bills and that also lifting some unnessecary stress from my dad. em, chris and alburee will still be around so there will be plenty of people to still have fun with.

Tash gave me some great advice this morning about setting small goals. which for me this week have been cook tea and do the washing and the dishes which i have done this week yeah for the team of me. i dont really hate doing housework but its kind of hard to to get me motivated but i did and this shows me that i should also be able to do the required amount of work for uni and should be able to disciplin myself to actually do it.

not much else has been happening apart from me figuring out what to do. oh yeah i also mowed the lawns did a radio show with tash the first time we have done a show in 2 weeks she was in melbourne one week and then the other week i was at home sick. so yeah. i also went to teej's party and it was ok the round about gang had a sugar picnic under the clothes line. that was fun. ummm what else briany got the internet and em and i are having a picture competition to see who can get the best pictures on there blog. its on biarch i'm gunna beat you down to the ground well i shall neow leave and post some picture and then i'm going to get the washing off the line and do the dishes again. also i finally got a watch band for my baby g watch that has been out of service for abut six months got the band yesterday special order so i'm all happy if this band breaks i'm going to pay about 60 bucks and get one of those metal watch bands cause this band is likely to break like the last one that and the watch looks good with a metal band they actually sell the same watch with a metal band its just at the time that i brought this one they didn't have it how crap and it must now be like 2 years that they've had it at the shop and they haven't reduced the price wow jewellery stores funny places, anyway peace out.

Fire = burning for a week

2006-01-27T17:55:00.000+11:00

wow that fire is still burning and we are still likely to get an ember attack that will spot fires. as i type this though on my new flexible rubber keyboard the rain is falling but it is complete with thunder and then the possibility of lightening that would then make another fire a likely occurance which equals bad. my dad has put my name down to become a volunteer during the commonwealth games. hoorah not but it will be ok. i have decided what i am going to do this year and that is open uni online with will get me a degree through griffth uni in queensland going to do the a communication degree i have to chose my major though. i have time though. well its a quick update i need to turn the computer off because of the storm. its al cool i'm going to my mums this weekend and am probably going to spend a shitload of money on some dvds and things of the like. cya

There is a fire on the way

2006-01-22T15:36:00.000+11:00

fanastic birthday for alburee and tash. alburee lives in glengarry like me and todaywe were put on alert for a fire that is going to spit embers at us. its been burning since thursday, supposedly deliberately which sucks and i hope the people responsible get caught and realise the damage they have created. right now i am trying to decide what things need to be packed ready to be moved quickly if required. my sister is coming out for tea tonight so i will give her the things that mean the most. i prey so hard that nobody loses everything cause that would be so painful. ok now i have to laugh i am listening to the abc cause thats the station that is reporting on the fire, thats not the funny part they just began playing betterdays by pete murray, nice touch. my neighbours to my left are leaving but it probably a good idea because there son is crazy and god knows what he might do try and be a hero make the fire worse or burn himself. my dad and i are staying to fight any ember attacks i'm part martin and that means that fire is my friend. that and my dad used to be a fire fighter. in other news i went to hectors site and he is not going to be blogging anymore. damn i used to read his blog and posted a comment once or twice. always good to catch up i hope you still stalk some of the blogs you used to comment on. you will be missed. i always looked forward to reading what you had to say. anyway i will keep you posted on what happens. to anyone in this situation good luck with whatever you chose to do and i hope if you leave you return to your house in perfect condition.

Dance Debbie Dance!!!

2006-01-18T20:04:00.000+11:00

Hey amigo whats shakin bacon? Dude i know you were mad at Dan bout the money, fair enough totally, just wished that you had of told us a little sooner you planned to leave, Chris and I got seriously bummed out when you just left, we turned around and you just disapeared man :( ya shoulda said earlier and me and Chris woulda come with you, we felt kinda obligated to Miss and Dan is all, after all, it was their anniversary night out, but hey its all good, tell ya what we should seriously get roundabout night happening again, when we all have money that is im broke too
:(

Hey did you apply for uni? cause i left the paper at Chris' and i didnt get to check :( I got into Monash, i dunno how to feel, i think im in emotional limbo on that one, ohwell. Sorry i aint blogged for a while ive been so lazy, meeerrrrrrr, Hey i got my floor done, floorboards wheeeee! skating in the house LOL naw dad would shit himself it cost alot o mulah me thinks, awell not such a great idea then. Hey i'll cya round then champ i gotta do some online job app. things, catchya later man, hopefully we'll run into one another before Tash's shindig :) dunno wat im goun as but yeah lol ill figure it out! bye man!

Luv Em

Ps: Chris wants to know why you dont want your number on the battle form..?

Wow am I angry

2006-01-12T22:42:00.000+11:00

Ok that's it I'm done doing favors for my half arsed friends. Dan this is pretty much directed at you realising you probably wont see this its my way to vent but just to clear things up on this the $30 you owe me, I'd be happy to see that again at present time is to REIMBURSE me for the film i had to use. and god help you you better have that money soon dont give me this bullshit that if we keep pressing you for it youwont come through with it because i guarentee i will see that money some time soon or heads will roll that being your head.

in other news i sold my old phone and brought a new one. its pink and so not me. umm what else has happened well not a lot i have an american chopper addition that is getting to me but hey its greta and i love it and my addiction isn't hurting anyone. i'm so taking my playstation to my mums this weekend so i can just watch episodes i have or play the game i brought. no need to actually talk to my mum. i'm still angry at her but not as bad as i was. well thats about all i've got. presently my cousin matt is down and i am trying to make him come to pizza hut with me and the rest of the group tomorrow so i dont end up being a 5th wheel as so far the only people that are going are em and chris and dan and missy hello 5th wheel and badness and by taking matt we can cause trouble and then laugh at it and blame the dibben gene its perfect tash won't be attenting because she is going to simones birthday party instead. well later readers i'm going to go and watch some american chopper episodes that i've already seen 10 or 11 times. word of advice watching crime stories on discovery channel about serial killers in small towns when home alone = sleepless night then add to that a fire engine in the backyard complete with siriens for no apparent reason. thanks to the fire brigade for freaking me out more than what i already was cya. also hi bec

Things are sucking right now

2005-12-30T13:44:00.000+11:00

my mum just rang with some news that really annoys me. hardly any details are given and it just leaves me upset and annoyed. shes cutting me off in no uncertain terms yet she still expects everything to stay the same well it isn't going to there is going to be some serious issues that arise from this situation i'm starting to worry all this shitty news around christmas the hardest time of the year financially without this shit happening. well i hope she realises our relationship will not be the same it was already on thin ice and thats it i've had enough. she didn't care enough about my sister and i to ask us whether we wanted to live with her to her we are inconviences that she only wants a fortnight a week. all these things that she has said over the years have made me hate her not dislike her but hate her greatly. its my fault that my dad doesn't have a job its because i couldn't stand to be put in child care so her quit his job to take me cause she wouldn't then she left and dad had to raise my sister and i because there was no one else who could. there are so many things that she has done that have made me hate her she doesn't know me yet she thinks she does. i wanted to become a photographer and she wouldn't pay for it. you see when my grandma passed away she left my aunty, my uncle and my mum some money and my mum proceeded to give some of her money to her partners brother in law so he could buy a truck. that made me feel special. My sister has all these reasons for why my mum does these things and they make sense to her. my mum confided in my sister while she was leaving with my mum that i would never forgive her for what she'd done and my god she couldn't have be anymore right i won't forgive her certainly not for this. she can spend her money on holidays every 2 months and my dad and i will learn to live off what the government gives us. i'm meant to be going to my mums tomorrow and i will but only to get an explaination and if this shit doesn't get resolved then i will never speak to her again. she obviously doesn't give a shit about what happens to me so fuck her. i know it sounds stupid to not want to talk to my mum over money but money is what we need to survive damn i wish i could survive on laughter or my thoughts but i can't and she has now destroyed everything

I said i would publish a blog before new years

2005-12-27T20:44:00.000+11:00

Well it appears that i survived christmas it was a bit touch and go there. i had my cousins and uncle at the house from wednesday til yesterday (monday) and it became difficult towards the end my freedom gets removed and its something i quite enjoy i like to be able to stay up late watching movies on our semi big screen tv instead of my midget 34cm that i love but you can't deny that it is kind of small. as i write this blog i am on my dad's computer i think i was banded from it when i got my own and now he looks at me funny when i am on it. i am currently talking my cousin through some technical difficulties he is like 250 km away from me and its rather hard to explain what is happening but i think we are getting somewhere. i am using msn to talk to him which is really weird and it can be difficult to understand what he is saying.

umm ok christmas eve i visited my neighbours and met the new ones who have been there since like june they are extremely nice and easy going. if we were at home more i'm sure we would meet up with them quite often. Christmas day was busy i didn't get up til late but i was a tiny bit depressed and wanted some alone time so i just shut my door and did nothing but think and watch a few movies. santa didn't visit but he hasn't in the past few years. oh well you can't win them all. dad cooke the pork for the family lunch it was extremely nice and went down a treat for dinner that night and lunch the next day. i so enjoyed it. my aunty joy absolutely loved my earrings that were an early christmas present from my dad's friend john and rayne i'm so going to take a photo for them and publish it on the blog for you all to see. rayne made the earring she sales them at the morwell sunday market for those of you who live around the area she also sells necklaces and bracelets and some other stuff. the meal was nice there was a lot of choice and no real fighting occurred although i think marian was a little annoyed at mum for sitting across the table from her and not right next to her. not a big deal but she looked annoyed.joy kept going on about the fear her fruuit cake/pudding wouldn't taste nice pity there had already been a taste test and it was given an ok.

presents now presents was fun i was santa well the gift hander outer. i was stock piling my gifts cause other wise people sit there watching me as i unwrap gifts waiting for me to hand them one. i'm sorry but i dont like to do that to people. i feel bad when i do that. anyway i got me a display case for my model motorbikes its a custom job created for me to carry all 62 of my champion ship racing bikes and damn it is big and heavy but hey it'll look good when it is finished. i also got some clothes including a pair of jeans, a world without strangers TShirt, a shirt with a cat on it, a singlet top, a kawasaki raceteam jumper and a kappa jumper, i also got a king kong stress toy, the barry sheene biography, a sudoku book, a bracelet kit from canada, candles and vouchers. i think that covers it pretty well. i'm trying to think of what sharon got me and i can't think of anything she would have gotten me something i know she did but i can't think of it for the life of me. it was a great day

yesterday i got a call from bev to come in and do a show from 9-10:30 it was a punk like show so i decided to bring tash along and it may have been our best radio show ever so i hope that tomorrow's show is good too. for those of you in the area who can pick up 104.7 gippsland fm listen in from 4-6 pm every wednesday and you will hear tash and me having a bunch of random fun. i just helped matt with his problem victory for me.

i have been trying to decide what to do next year if i dont get offered a uni place i might try all the radio stations around the area gippsland fm must like me if they keep offering me all these shifts they must really like and it might mean i'm talented so it might be a thing i could do in the future. umm well i need to jet again i'm in the middle of doing a big clean out of my room. i need to finish cleaning sharons room up we did the quick clean up before the family arrived and now we need to do the big clean up and throw things out. i need to do that in my room as well. oh yeah i also got photoframes and that for christmas and albums and film so i'm all happy. i'm still hunting down dan for the money he owes me cause i could really use it at the moment. bye bye my readers i'll catch up to you in the new year. hector have a great new year i hope all is well and you all have a good new year. love you all and yeah thats the end of my rant for today

Merry Christmas to all

2005-12-23T23:32:00.000+11:00

hi all i hope this post sees you all well and awaiting some form of christmas type celebration or anything that deserves geeting and wishes of wellness, happiness and getting together with that family that pisses you off the rest of the year.

i have already experienced a family christmas with my dads side of the family a total disaster with 2 of his sisters arriving late while knowing my sister had to leave for work early in the afternoon, there was still plenty of time for a 12:30 lunch but NOOOO 2:30 suited them better. sharon called work and told them she would not be there in time almost resulting in her getting fired, we found out tonight that she was working. she worked for a little tonight and rang at about 11:45 telling us she had been in the hospital with a mild case of food poisoning that had affected her diabetes. umm my dad's family decided that this year they wanted to be cheap with there presents so everyone only got one present instead of like 5 or 6. the children dont understand because they normally only get presents from us and then get presents from the rest of the family on christmas. because they live so close to each other and have an actual christmas meal while my dad sharon and myself have christmas lunch with my mum's side of the family. the posh side compared with the crims.

i have been sick for the past 3 weeks fighting, originally,food poisoning and then getting a mild case again it wouldn't have affected me if i hadn't been sick the weekend before. and its still hanging around at the moment but it being me and the fact that i dont like going to the doctors and can sleep it off if left alone i will probably be fighting it for a few more weeks. the plus side i appear to have lost a little weight as i have been having trouble keeping food down or feeling the need to eat

while suffering from this food poisoning i was stupid enough to take some panafen and that made me really sick resulting in a lovely fever and everything else i was feeling being 10 times worse. it was also the final of summer comp badminton and i had to quit after 2 games. that was all good we won anyway but i was so lost i didn't realise i think i started to imagaine things and i walked out before they started the presentation so i could sit in the air conditioned car and fall asleep comfortably before dad came and opened and closed his car door. but at least it was more comfortable then leaning on a corner wall that really hurts after a while.

i dont really have any other news. actually yes i do i went and saw king kong with my dad last sunday all 3 hours and 7 minutes of it and absolutely loved it and have plans to go and see it again with sharon and adam dont care about being a third wheel loved the movie too much. also i was offered a saturday night shift with the radio station but decided against it because of an incident that occured the day i recieved the offer. the technical adviser for the station rang up during our show, tash and mine wednesday from 4-6pm, and complained about what we were talking about I ,take note, I asked listeners to call in and suggest a hair colour for me or what colour they have always wanted to dye there hair. something that relates to quite a few people i know they secretly want to do something drastic to there hair but are afraid of have to work and therefore it is inappropriate. anyway he called up and blamed it on tash even though i told him it was my idea, then he went on about how i did a great job the saturday before , i had agreed to fill in the show after his a mistake i might add because i took over a studio with a funky smell attached, and then he proceed to call tash an idiot thinking i wouldn't tell tash and then when i started to fight back with him he threatened to take us to the board of directors. in my time at the station i have found 2 people who are very suppportive and those two people are bev and dave. they have both given my ideas and ways to improve on my content and the way i convey messages. i called upon bev to tell her i wasn't interested in the evening job as i didn't want to see the technical director and i told her about what had happened the day before. she told me that he is no longer allowed to call in and comment on our show but i think the damage has been done and it will take time to repair. ohh yeah i also found that the tech director doesn't have the power to do anything about our show thats bev's job and she believes in what tash and i can do and that we are still learning from mistakes. we are always willing to listen to constructive critisim but any other type is not accepted.

ok thats it from tonight once again happy whatever it is that you might be celebrating this weekend i hope everything goes to plan. i'll write something new before the new yeari swear. anyway loves you all and i hope you get what you want.

Bloody Hell i'm bored

2005-12-05T21:53:00.000+11:00

wont someone save me from this boredom i realised i'm a bit of a wuss today i want to call up a friend but dont have the guts probably because i may have been forgotten or that person has better things to do. a life for instants something i'm lacking at the moment. i am trying my best to get my house cleaned up so i can invite some friends over to hang out and not worry that they are going to think that i am dirty. the next room to hit after i finally get mine done is gonig to be sharon's i ahve decided to leave the kitchen to dad seen as how its all his papers that are makign that room a mess and all the old bed bags. sharons room is filled with everyones stuff she has bags of her junk nick nacks and stuff that she doesn't want anymore so i am going to go through them and see if there is anything i like in there and take it before it gets thrown out. i also have to dispose of the plastic rat cage that evel and knievel ate their way throw and clean out the small fish tank although i am un sure of what to do with that. it's a waste to throw it out but its too small for anything and we already have a fish tank. in going through sharon's room i am also going to free up a lot of space for all the random junk we have lying around our house. dad wants to make it into a gym but i dont think that will happen because the bunks are still in there and take up about a third of the room. i dont even know whether we need them anymore none of dad's family visit us and when the do they sleep elsewhere maybe we should just give them away and be done with it then we can get sharons room entirely using her room for the gym and maybe but a book case in there for books and magazines. i save all my magazines even if i dont look at them again. i need to get rid of all the old dolly's and girlfriends through because i haven't touched them in like 4 years so its safe to say i wont be using them anytime soon anyway i'll be able to find most of the info on this lovely thing called the internet. i ahve 3 years of AMCN in my room stacked in 4 or 5 different piles but those magazines i will use again so they will not be disappearing there are also a few skate mags that i will keep as well i am such a bad person when it comes to throwing things out. ok this has taken up some of my time and keep me from being bored for about 10 minutes. oh yeah i will get my VCE results on december the 12th i think i can't remember its not a big deal to me at the moment the most important thing is to get my prefferences decided whuich could prove to be difficult. anyway time to jet. see you fellow bloggers. i really do wonder where that hector could have gone.

it happened again

2005-12-04T19:44:00.000+11:00

woke up hating. got over it cause i suddenly remembered that they are great. although i am totally still pissed of at dan and matt give us the run around next time also liked the fact dan was far away from the meeting spot when he told us. anyway we have agreed that next friday its a skate off. it will also be the last time em and chris and the rest of the gang see me with normal hair colour bring on the blue purple and white if the plain works oh yeah and the black maybe. anyway gunna be in melbourne next saturday hanging out and then staying in melton til monday. dad has commonwealth games training he got in as a volunteer. i did 2 radio shows this week i did one last night and the usual wednesday night. i gots me some new jeans for christmas cause mum decided we should go to fountain gate and do some shopping one of the pairs has pink in them. so not normal for me. umm what else what else oh yeah i went to a party at teej last night it was more a hang out session but still enjoyable. anyway its time for me to fly but i leave you with a parting comment how good is it to hear from someone you haven't in a while. it makes me feel all happy and nice hoorah

KaKaaw!!!

2005-12-04T15:09:00.000+11:00

Hey bud whats shakin bacon? im so incredibly over not having anything to do anymore, like the only thing school did for me was make other stuff that wasnt school related seem even more fun cause i couldnt dso it all the time, and now that i can do whatever i want im so over it now lol i need a fuckin job, i mean theres only so many DVDs i can watch in a day! whats your record so far? ive only managed about 9, i working on it, cant be healthy for me but what can ya do? so whats goin down over there? fucken bites not havin Msnger anymore, fucken trijans i'll show them! *shakes fist at no one in particular then gives up* hey i wonder wherHector went? have you heard from him ta all these days? maybe he's dead or worse found something better to do with his time lol NOOOOOOOOOOO! awell, i better go i need to move all my paintings out of the hallway before ma gets back and has a go at me, also half the contents of my room are scattered all over the lounge room, meh! ill cya round bud have a good one!!!

Emmy fay

want to know what is really stupid

2005-11-26T23:05:00.000+11:00

i'm over it. my mind is seriously playing tricks might be time to go and see someone about it but anyway i an't decide now whether i still want to have friends or whether i don't. maybe its just because i'm tired and am still crying. should i cry some much if it is the right decision? i dont know anymore and thinking about it makes me cry. well i think i will just forget what was said and i hope that you guys understand why i did it. hey if your dont forgive me then you aren't really worth having as a friend anyway i'm off to distract myself. if you want to talk email or call me. i'm not chasing you guys

yo foo;

2005-10-07T13:01:00.000+10:00

where the fuck are you tash this is insane. chris is freaking out as is emily. i just spent an hour laughing at nothing and making dumb noises well i am at school i have a maths sac next it should be fun not. the gig is on tonight there have been a few problems. TASH WHERE ARE YOU???? i am so bored my head hurts i am drinking pepsi samba. anyway i am talking to jo and so i am going to do that instead of typing to know one

DVD's

2005-09-30T00:24:00.000+10:00

they arrived finally enough saidi shall go back to them now. later.

second post today

2005-09-28T13:27:00.000+10:00

hoorah. i have realised that i have become very lazy when it comes to the blog when i started i wrote down heaps and now i dont even write in it weekly well i shall try harder. today i have cleaned a little bit but not that much i had to find my VTAC stuff. Tash is here doing her Vtac i have done mine now some time i have to do SEAs and bitch about our lack of good teachers and resources. that should be fun. after tash has done her VTAC we will begin preparing for our radio show this afternoon. its going to be a very hate filled show we had a happy show last week but nobody listened and also it is mid way through the last week of school holidays i have not done any homework at all i might start tomorrow or later tonight it all depends how i feel. this time last week well not this time exactly i smashed me nose into our concrete and carpet floor it hurt and my nose was all bruised and sore which it still is today. wedfnesday night before the incident(nose dive) i went to tea with my mum aunty dad sister and her boyfriend and some other hangers on to the RSL and gave away my grandads war medals i thank my family namely mother and aunty for asking whether any of us would like to have it instead of giving it to those pricks yet another case of being left out of the loop. i have been watching tony hawks gigantic skatepark tour 2002 non stop love it to bits. i ordered the 2001 edition off amazon and got sent 200 which i dont have yet but was ordered 3 weeks agho. i am waiting for that and wanting to write a not so nice email to the company. yo movie mars why is it that my dad's order of 5 movies ordered after my 2 comes first. ha ha how it that. won't be using you again. you prick. hopefully it arrives in the next 2 days otherwise i am gunna get super annoyed. i have also watched grind a few times. never realised how many pro skaters were actually in it. i am listening to radio faction right now i am listening to jason ellis talk about green hookers in green cars this dude is in the head but he is funny. anyway i am running out of things to say and i want lunch so i will give you a run down of the show tomorrow. or later tonight to make it 3 updates today. bye bye

hey all

2005-09-28T11:23:00.000+10:00

gunna share some random photos and stuff just to prove i am alive and that i do stuff. anyway here are some and a local gig happening this friday i think

hey hey i have a headache

2005-09-07T20:42:00.000+10:00

ok i had plans to leave school at lunch time so i didnt have to waste time doing a pratice sac for english. woke up with headache and sore back. went to school stayed until lunch nothing of interest happened talked to jo a bit though lent her a book and went home. dad picked me up psycho aka michael w was waiting to see scnyder because he left school to go to the pub???? unsure wasn't paying attention. dad picked me up went home slept for 4 and a half hours am now full of energy with nothing to do and headache and back ache still present with the bonus of a knee that gave way before that was really fun totally recommend you film everytime you fall i can watch it over and over in my head one minute your there next your on the floor cussing like a sailor. oh wait international today no teacher at all mistake big mistake. all of the class bar bailey, scully, lincoln, rutter, pearce and beau were in the back room with the guys going nuts and throwing shit bailey tried to kill me with the assistance of scully proceeded to sit against the door while the door was getting kicked worked well enough. mrs clarke came in and it was on for young and old with old winning bailey had spat on the door handle into the back room clarkey was ready to kill him and almost violently ill. yuck. that was the best and worse class it got out of hand when the spit and tea bags began going around. TASH A FAY IS NOW A BLOG BITCH ON THIS SITE

Reeeeaaaaaaar snarl!!!!!!!

2005-08-28T14:29:00.000+10:00

ABAAAAAAAAAH FAYS! i love you all you're all so incredibly rad if it werent for you id be lying in a ditch somewhere with racoons stealing my shoes thanks you guys you all rock dont ever change and my god im rambling again so im gunna go before i make it even more socially akward by saying i wanna make out with each and every one of you behind the water feature outside the office.........hang on thats a rather small water feature........*shrug*
Laters,
Emmy Fay

ville valo hero

2005-08-07T17:16:00.000+10:00

Thank you Ryan Gee photography.com there is a link in the links section
Ryan geephotography again

Ryan Gee Photography again
i shall be the winner you will bow down to me. hope you feel better!

2005-08-07T11:08:00.000+10:00

EEEEEKKK VILLE! IM GUNNA WIN!

DEBBIE!!!!!!!!

2005-08-07T10:54:00.000+10:00

Hey team whats swining hepcat? congrats on the fully sick show ya did well son ya did well lol! im talking to Joel about guess what.....*dramatic reverb*........Morrissey lol we need to get him to take up archery or something tee hee he just said he came to the conlusion that Alan looks like Moz, hes quite happy about that lol well im outta here, starting to feel a bit ill again and i really should be painting now, catchya bud!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

i'm alive

2005-08-05T21:04:00.000+10:00

i have been sick on and off for the past 2 weeks and this week decided to attack my problems head on it didn't work and i am still sick. anyway it would seem i'm actually not that bad at the radio show/host whoha and they have asked me to do another show tomorrow night i hope i can do better this time. i need to choose some music again and i need to make a rundown sheets so that i can have some clue as to what to talk about i shall do a request for alburee i'll play in the shadows by the rasmus she loves that song. anyway quick update i need to go and die some more. i'm actually going to go to the uni open day tomorrow
laters

Fuck That Sucks

2005-07-27T17:27:00.000+10:00

i'm back all is good no body else seems to have visited. i am writing this in English while i fall asleep listening to Mrs Wilson I dont have a computer si this is actually transfrred from losse leaf paper. saturday night was my family birthday get together. it was the worst. i was annoyed having been disrupted during the Gumball 3000 Rally marathon by my cousins aunties and uncles. They are loud and annoying. My aunty Trish gave me my presents. she gave me a pack of 3 400 speed kodak films, 2 photo albums and an 18th champagne flute. very swish. After trish gave me my presents Margie gave me presents as well. hers were a camera bag that is too big for my digital and too small for my SLR. she also gave me an 18th handpainted necklace it was gold. I HATE GOLD. she also gave me an 18th handpainted shot glass. and a photoframe/album box. i got ready for dinner. i wasn't in the mood to go but i got ready anyway. got to Amigo, they were understaffed, busy and having troubles in the kitchen. we got there and the group was split into 2 tables. i sat with dad, mum and aunty joy marian and trudi. trudi gave me some money and a flower brooach its nice but it's not really my thing. mum and marian gave me my SLR, a roll of film, a sudoku book, extremely addictive, and a book called heros which is about making decision in life. sharon gave me an 18th bottle stopper it looks cool. Adam gave a\me a basic plain card but wrote some funny captions making it amazingly cool. aunty joy gave me a pendant that is interchangable, 2 rolls of film, the new necklace for the pendant and a harrods pen. dad brought me the sony cybershot digital camera i was looking at he also brought me an 18th keyring 2 flashing tumblers, a tiara(sp???) and a giant birthday badge. i didn't drink once. got home and did some stuff online went to bed. woke up Sunday morning no one was home half were at golf the other half were at the sunday market. i was meant ot watch breaker morant for the SAC i had on monday morning. did some random crap. played playstation with steven so innocent unjudgemental but judged by everyone around him. fell asleep watching the V8's in Queens;and woke up watched some more tv watched the motogp in britain and went to bed. there was some shitty weather there. that race had one of the highest crash rates in MOTOGP history. rossi won what a surprise. great race though went to school on monday choose what to do in leadership for our public speaking. decided to do mental disabilities. i choose that becasue of Steven and decided peopel need to treat him better. he is an innocent and gentle person who loves his life even though he isn't like everybody else. i did my english SAC , i dont know and dont care how i went. it doesn't bother me. got home watched some tv what a surprise. also went to the professor angry gig on friday night i meant to mention that earlier but forgot. they were the best band there they sounded shit loads better than the rest. on tuesday yesterday MY BIRTHDAY i got to school and briany had put up the posters. the best this year. talked about by many mostly cause i scanned my face with my eyes open.g ot a card off lara in international handmade amazingly lovely. got another 18th keepsake of dad as well as a card. sharona dn adam came for tea. i talked to Em'. ross and melina came down and gave me a card and a bottle of perfume. got a phone call from gippsland FM that made no sense. called tash to tell her went to bed got up this morning have gone to school spent recess presenting ipod cakes in food. went to international talked to matt and ashlea. ash and i were late to class but had a note. spent lunch in the vis com room got homework off Mrs McCormack for tomorrow. i think i'm going to melbourne to get my PS2 back and maybe go and pick up my birth certificate. depends on time and SHIT. anyway my party is on friday and i still haven;t done a map. i haven't got VIS COM completed which is due on friday. i also have an international test wow i love fridays not.
FUck off
oh wait i had a fight with Katy cause i couldn't find my copy of dispossessed and told Mrs Wilson. she told me to share Katy's she ain't got one either so she yelled at me and i yelled at her cause she thinks she's so good. pisse dher off and am still laughing if only she had anyidea about what people really think about her what's even funnier is she is still bitching about her toe and sitting next to me

once again where the fuck is everybody have you all died?

2005-07-25T23:44:00.000+10:00

anyway its offically july the 26th in the next 15 minutes making it my 18th birthday. i had my family party on saturday and was ignored. i got my presents. 2 cameras, a book on heroes, sucoku book, pen, necklace, pendant, 18th bottle stopper, flashing crown, flashing tumblers, a badge, photo albums, photo box, film, money, a broach and i think thats it from what i can remember hopefully empire records shows up tomorrow that is a present from sharon that i can;t wait for. well it was the RSVP date for my birthday party and guess what no one responded. oh well anyway i'm going to go and get ready for bed so that i actually pull my lazy ass out of bed.

where is everybody

2005-07-21T21:29:00.000+10:00

i am so alone no body else has been on in days i have to go and work on more vis com crap that is due tomorrow i vote we get new textas in that room there are no red one's and i need red. i'll ask about that tomorrow. i'm going to look for different flames now i think. anyway ciao

I got my new digital camera

2005-07-20T17:20:00.000+10:00

Dad gave me my birthday present early and i love it it wasn't the one i was going to get but that one is now out of stock so i can't get it this one is a smaller model that doesn't have optical zoom it has digital instead but it is still heaps cool. i got a phone call yesterday from gippsland fm telling me to come into to the studio this saturday for some work on the new board not that we are actually on air anyway i told them i couldn't so i have to go the saturday after. anyway lineham was really nice to me today she gave me an extension on my folio so that i can get it finished i have to look at 2 completely different ideas one will be bad teeth the other might be cartoons with the intention of only using the photos i have already used in designing either way i have until friday to get this done should be interesting i think i might go to the vis com room tomorrow during re which has turned in to study anyway i am waiting for my batteries to charge so i can muck around with the camera. i have to make a map of directions to my house so that those people actually attending can knwo where i live not that it is that hard. follow the highway to glengarry then keep driving towards toongabbie after the intersection and then it is the first turn to the right and it will have balloons anyway i shoudl still do it. might do it now in fact. Jerim says he can't come to my party cause he is going to see a band. i hope he enjoys it and i dont know about everybody else i have totally forgotten who i have told its not on to. oh well anyway em i will not change me day decisions need to be made by the people choicing to attend. I AM HAVING A PARTY. fuck it if they show they show if they dont they dont jas was meant to have he's first day at tafe today hope that went well anyway gotta jet and make this crappy map. cheerio oh yeah check out the links i can put picture on now hoorah

well no body can come to my birthday party

2005-07-19T20:42:00.000+10:00

wow i'm feeling so loved everybody seems to want to go to brad's party instead of mine even my closest friends wow thanks guys suddenly feeling amazingly sad and left out.fair enough go to he's party i've decided mine shall now be a get together where all those who choose to not go to brads party but to mine instead can come you can't go to both cause that would be a waste of someones time and people have already decided brad's party will be better than mine so there aren't really a point aren't friends great. aaa well dan says he's coming and some people are going to go to brads and then mine yeah right you will no parent in there right mind will do that. wow i'm so totally not going to drink but instead watch everybody else get wasted to add insult to injury my aunty kim will not be coming down for my family party so that is 4 less to that but that means less at my house as well whcih is cool i shouldn't have bothered with either thanks to my friends and family for there love and support. why dont you just go and fuck yourselves.

why yes i am not going to school tomorrow

2005-07-18T23:14:00.000+10:00

anyway all is good at the moment em i will deal with the problems with my mum i don't like to discuss stuff that much you knwo that wish you and chris a speedy recovery and think that i really need to do some vis com work . anyway qucik update gunna go watch the rest of the cribs marathon. cheers big ears the worst thing to say in the world

2005-07-18T18:05:00.000+10:00

TUCAN!!!!!!

WHO CAN DEBBIE CAN!!!

2005-07-18T17:53:00.000+10:00

hey bud hows things on your side of the river? just droppin in between doin vis comm hw n stuff to see how ya goin champ, my god ive had the worst day ever, i feel so sick and Chris is emo and i dont know how to help him, hes actually depressed i thought he was just being emo, hes really not well im getting worried about him :( owell things will work out hopeully, ya ready for the shitty mass tommorow? i dont wanna go, OH YEAH YOU DONT HAVE TO!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! nayways ill see you on wednesday then bud, catch!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

i went shopping again

2005-07-16T17:43:00.000+10:00

something has to be done about this mum took me shopping in sale this afternoon so that i could get some new clothes to wear to my 18th family do. anyway to make a long story short i got jeans and 2 tops one of which has a flower on it and the other has a pink outline. i feel so very wrong talking about them. anyway i managed to get on the internet mum is watching st kilda v richmond of which st kilda win stupid delayed telecast always spoils the fun. anyway i'm talking to my dad on msn nobody else is on i feel so very alone today my sister begun moving into her new house and had to help the 2 boys move as well man they are lazy. yesterday i got 'the end' and have watched it like 6 times since last night cause dad didn't get home from running andrew around til like 1 am at which time i had had 6 hours to watch the 40 minue video and had also watched excess baguage that my dad brought for me yesterday for $10 from harvey norman. nice i love that movie. yesterday my sister told me something that was random and odd it was that my mum knows i will never forgive her for abandoning us. maybe thats why she never yells at me or expect me to go well at school. she had a go at sharon down the street yesterday for failing one of her uni courses and i am failing year 12. sharon did the best she has done since she has been at uni and now mum is going to cut her off. maybe she should never forgive her too. i'm the one who wastes 2000 a year on my education and all she does is give sharon 150 a fornight yes its more money but she still pays my dad maintence as well i think i have won this battle is my mum trying to buy my forgivness something tells me that she is and guess what she will never get my forgivness i can't be brought and sold. i so should have gone to the Area 7 BCE's event tonight just to piss her off. anyway i'm sounding bitter so i will talk about me falling asleep trying to do international homework and then getting woken up by mum moving the remote that i had under my head. i was frwaking myself out today i woke up late and had to pigtails pliated that is very wrong anyway i had better jet and go and do some other stuff on the net. catch ya

DEBBBIIIE NOOOO!

2005-07-14T20:00:00.000+10:00

DONT LEAVE PLEASE!!!!! I'LL MAKE SURE IT WONT BE SMITHS CENTRAL ANYMORE AS OF TODAY YOU CANT LEAVE I'LL BE SHATTERED!!!!!! IT'S NO FUN WITHOUT YOU!! THATS WHY I STARTED IT SO YOU COULD COME RANT WITH MEEEEE!!

:(

awwwww dont be like that, say you'll come back soon?? i'll not post anymore Smiths shit ok? or if you like I'll lend you both the albums i have tommorow in class so you can be in the loop, or both? anyways DONT GO!!!!!!!!!! DONT MAKE ME CRY!!!!! we love you DEBBA!!!!!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

Then The Devil Is Six

2005-07-11T14:57:00.000+10:00

hey debbie whats up amigo? hey its your birthday soon ya stoked? i cant wait till your party its gonna rock everyones socks!!! do you have any idea as to what you want or are you like me and never know what you want lol?! awell either way im gunna find you something wicked :) its so cold i think im going to die...arrgggh cant feel my hands!! so what you up to on your last day of the holidays? ive done jack shit just Vis Comm hw all day for the last 3 days or so, you done any? meh well im off to warm up and eat grilled cheese on toast cause cheese is wicked fun especially when its all melty..anywho i best be off..cheerio!
Laters,
Emmy Fay

i went shopping today

2005-07-01T00:36:00.000+10:00

ok pick yourself off the ground i had to choose a birthday present and it had to be a ring or necklace these are things i commonly lose. anyway i didn't go with my mum's tradition that being the seven rings of luck shes most likely not going to be happy but instead i chose this heart pendant that can have a different gem put into it depending upon your mood my aunty said it was very me but she doesn't really know ME nobody really does. anyway i also got my muma birthday present it was her birthday on tuesday i think. i'm going there on the weekend should be fun i'm sure there is something planned i'm all happy though i have a vcr in my bedroom and empire records on tape as well as dvd so all should be good. i found an edition of empire records on DVD which is cool as all hell it's called remix! special fan edition.i hope shaz gets it for me off ebay it wasn't released in australia and only like 3 people have imported it. anyway it's rather early and i'm sure there is still time for me to watch empire records again as i talk to jas into the early hours of the morning this should be interesting i think he is joining blogspot jsut to leave a comment anyway good to hear your still alive hector we all are too but we have been lazy. hope the worlds treating you well. just to clear the air 'the end' is a skateboard dvd but i like your thinking there champ anyway bye bye by the way no real reason for the wuick update just that i dont have much to say. i also dont have a social life what a surprise

empire records

2005-06-29T13:13:00.000+10:00

i love this movie and vote everybody watch it at least a thousand and then a thousand times more. its the greatest movie of all time next to a whole lot of other ones another worth watching is i heart huckabees that movie i didn't really know what to expect from it but i got a bit out of it it's a movie that is artys and stuff that has a really odd and sometimes confusing story line. i have now made a list of all the movies i want to see over the holidays in the past 24 hours i have watched EMpire Record like 6 times, Baseketball, Globe Heresy, i heart huckabees, Mosiac and i have purchases 'the end' from the US and hope that arrives before the end of the school holidays. to sum up this rant of things that makes no sense GO AND WATCH EMPIRE RECORDS

hello all

2005-06-28T09:50:00.000+10:00

seen as how its school holidays and i'm listening to the radio online there is time for me to update this thing. anyway i'm sorry for yesterday em. i was tired and not feeling well although that isn't a very god excuse. anyway hows everyone been. apart from feeling sick for the past couple of months i have been ok nothing major to report as least i dont think there is. i am fighting with brainy again who is threatening to get adele bashed cause adele is lying or something when in truth briany is in denial and is going to get hurt really badly. hope ash knows that we know that everything that happened that adele said was true. anyway its was em's 18th a couple of weeks ago what an event. adele was sick in emily's shed which is proving more difficult to clean then expected good luck with that one champ. she also got heidi's shoes we told her to buy heidi new ones and she keeps bitching about not having money which is believable but its called saving dickhead. thens he asked heidi and heidi said she didn't want a new pair when adele asked her she agreed that she would like the shoes replaced when i talked to her i think she said the same to you em did she not? details are still sketchy. my costume for the party faired sucked but hey i'm not the dressing up type everybody else looked cool and 80's. anyway the evening started well before the party tash and i got our certificates for theradio course which was cool we walked in and walked out. then we had to wait an hour for everyone to show dan had pulled out and he said knightsy wouldn't be coming either so i replaced them with briany and jerim. when we were waiting for my dad knightsy showed up and we were in trouble too many people for the car cause tash was there too. anyway got that sorted and went to the party., hadn't talked ot knigthsy in a long time cause we had a fight a few months prior. anyway all is good now. what else to report oh yeah there were some exams and shit beofre em's party and that was ok i did my english oral and the GAT(general achievement test)and a food sat that involved the power going out when we were trying to get the sat finished it is still continuing. anyway what else. em and i are going to do some painting as some time during the holidays. Chris has moved to melbourne hope everything went smoothy. best of luck. i have started to talk to jas grant and am talking to knigthsy again which is fun when he isn't talking about cheese. i think ash really liked him at the party as did lesley i was also ready to kill katy at the party she didn't want adele's parents to see her drunk and paralysed so she wouldn't call her adele's parents who dont live that far from em's this shit went on for about half an hour when i got my phone out and dialled her parents making Katy tell them to pick adele up. shoudl have done it earlier oh well it eventually happened i took charge of that the problem with katy and made her do it it wasn't fair of emily and her mum to look after adele as well as other party guests anyway she left and i am going to leave now too.

Debba will you hurry up!!?

2005-06-27T20:50:00.000+10:00

Dude hurry up and update!!! we started these blogs together n im gettin kinda emo not having anyone to blog with *tear* you know i always read what you are up to! im real pissed that those photos didnt work, i was really looking forward to showing you, as your the pfotography wizz and all, i knew you'd appreciate them at least, maybe ya can give me some pointers for next time? hey we should just go down the city together and take some shots whaddya say? well i gotta go i got some reading to do...damn RE class im not even there and its stuffing me around lol anyways have a good night, we gotta paint sometime!!!
Laters, Emmy fay

answer the phone

2005-06-07T22:17:00.000+10:00

you did. finally. anyway all good an peachy i have no intention of doing anything in that meeting tomorrow instead i will be getting dad t pick me up and then drop me in cause i have to work on my oral. that should be fun.anyway i'm going to go back to working on that and then i shall return another day and tell you how the GAT goes went what not how my oral presentation went if i get it finished and how my food sat went and if i finished that. ohhh yeah tasha nd i were on alternative soemthing last night on gippsland fm and it was great we were only going there to watch how the main studio worked and then we were going to leave but no we were talking and selecting musci of which we zero which was stupid we were dicussing whether or not to bring stuff and we decided not to then we went back to gippsland fm this morning and recored our first demo that went for like an hour played some records had some funa dn then had trouble gettignhome then i flattened the cars battery by having the air con and radio on while i was asleep in the front seat then dad and i were waiting for the RACV and i managed to turn the car over and instantly we were on the way home after ringing the RACV to cancel the send out and then i sat int he chair while it was on waiting for dad to finsih in the shops anyway i really must go and do some work bye bye my hep cats damn jas and bringing the DVD while i wasn't there that'll never happen again thanks

Hey Debbie your back!!!!

2005-06-06T19:55:00.000+10:00

dude ive been waiting forever for you to update man!!! alright! hey i hope you're ok deb i got worried bout you today, i couldnt contact you either so that made me feel worse cause i knew you'd feel manky for no-one seeming to care, but they do bud they do lemmie tell ya! Jas even asked where you were......*realised Jas was infact after the DVD..* well everyone but Jas was genuinley concerned ok lol! How was your day eh? hope you were productive today and got some work done, but if you're anything like me....you leave it to the last minute too heheheh! but that can be good too! fresh in your mind champ, the way to go hahah! im practicing doing piping around cakes for my oral thing with Chaz lol go us Em and Chaz Dog's kitchen!!! hahah aw god its gonna rock!!!! BRIBING PEOPLE WITH CAKE NEVER FAILS! awwww tophead where are you?! why cant you be online so we can Ramble Fight?!! hehehe....ramble fighting...*sighs*
I better go man i got cakes to make!!! *flies off into the sunset* Mwhahahahahahaha!
Laters Debba, keep it real! :)
Emmy fay

someone is always forgotten

2005-06-06T10:31:00.000+10:00

its exam and i am sick hoorah lets be friends. have you ever noticed that within a group someone is always left out that so sucks and at this moment that person seems to be me and this blog *i'm very sorry blog i've been busy with homework* since i have last updated i am now not friends with amanda but i am talking to briany again who is a much better more interesting person. i have got a new dvd recorder am trying to buy some dvd's from america and have set up my mum's new lcd tv and a cabinet to put it in and re connected her austar and dvd and got rid of her vcr about 3 times cause she keeps changing her mind about it. i have been sick and am still sick have finished the radio course but now i have to wait to get my results from the questions i have answered and am now doing studio practice tonight tash and i are going to sit in on Pete's alternative show becuase its in the main studio and easier to use or something like thata nd then tomorrow we have more studio time to rehearse now all i need to do seen as how tash is at school doing vis com and an english language sac is write a bloody script while i research for my english oral topic FILM making which is really hard to explain how it is done and what you need and all of that who ha i guess i will just have to write what i know from experience that will teach me to leave things to the last minute. anyway i need to go and do that who knows i may return later bye bye

i have totally lost my mind

2005-05-25T18:29:00.000+10:00

so badly i am scaring myself anyway i'm still alive just getting a shit load of homeowrk so thats why there won't be a heap of updates until next week or something. anyway all is fairly well and thats about all i have to say i also have rat and cat scratches all over my arm. vis com folio is due on friday that should be fun anyway i need to go and do some of that so bye bye bitches

LAAAA

2005-05-15T12:17:00.000+10:00

hey debbie fay long time no blog wheres ya head at? i finally updated yay! well i beter be off i got Vis comm to do and i aint even looked at the english topics yet dammit! aloha,
Emmy fay

thursday is the most??????.......special day ever

2005-05-12T21:40:00.000+10:00

today was a really good day plenty of laughs all round. briany and i keep laughing at the stupidiest things and everybody is starting to look at us funny again. anyway rake dancing should be a classic tv moment. and the sound effects are killer. we have decided to make a film on ranomd happenings and events i suppose events and just laugh at ourselves for hours within the group dont think many people will get our twisted humour. nayway all i need is for my sister to give me back the camera and for it to get sent away to get fixed. i am trying to get my hands on a copy of Between boardslides and burnouts by tony hawk but it is turning into a non event i cancelled my otrder cause i'm impatient. and i know that a book store in melbourne has like 4 copies but now all i need to do is get up there and purchase it or get someone to get it for me and pay them back. i so dont want to do my vis com homeowrk but it needs to be done and next week is a sac week and my family is coming down for a visit so i might be trying to stay with shaz for the saturday night so that i can study or find somewhere else all together. anyway i have just triedto ring my sister for the camera and to ask her if i can stay and if she can take me to melbourne so i cna get the book. i should have brought it last wek my mind tolds me to but instead i brought professional skateboard or well i wanted that as well and that seems to be harder to find.anyway i got my english sac topic today and i'm feeling condfident. anyway trisha says she is going to ge tthe book for me tomorrow man i hope i got the right stpre i'm like 99.5% sure anyway i need ot go and do homeowrk so i will fill you in on the rest of the happens tomorrow if i remember

hi

2005-05-11T23:33:00.000+10:00

i swear i dont know whats happening today or anyother day i got mosaic have watched it and again become a sakting freak i have stopped talking to amanda. i am talking to briany and enjoying this we have been laughing at rake danceing for a couple of days now and then added to the film song its been totally insane. i am enjoying vis com againa nothier one of the reasos i don't understand what is ahppening at the moment i am listening to him and a bit of the used and radio bam which is the greatest radio show ever. heard a rumour today bruce willis and lindsay lohan interesting suck on that demi he can get some one younger thanyou and he is older man i love stupid holliwood. anyway life is alright at the moment i am on a major happy and a sugar higha nd figured i shoudl update i shall start doing this more often now even though i am online less now i think that is juts lazyness and that fact i am sick of talking to everybody over then net i am at the moment reading Tony Hawk Occupation skateboarder and am waiting for the bookstore to receive between boardslides and burnouts. i am also getting over this rather large ulcer that i had on my bottom jaw that made everything hell. tasha nd i are doing a radio course next friday i am meant to be going to melbourne with my interna5ional studies class to attend a forum i have decided that i want to do photography next year study it but it is going to cost $12000 a year because it uas no government funding or nothing and it is the only course of its type anyway its time for me to disappear as its bed time anyway peace and love to you all and i should be back tomorrow with another update.

i'm back after a lazy week and a day

2005-04-28T18:31:00.000+10:00

i brought mosaic now all i have to do is wait for it to arrive. my life is boring at the moment because i'm not paying attention to anythoing because i don't really care. this week we had a visit from all of the uni's and tafe willing to come to my school and i learnt that i will need like $12000 a year to study at this school that specialises in photography. anyway a quick update cause i have to go back to god forsaken vis com(yeah right) and on the news front BUCKY LASEK HAS LEFT BIRDHOUSE TO JOIN ELEMENT

2005-04-24T09:40:00.000+10:00

Weebl and Hairly Lee YAY!

Hey Ho Lets Go

2005-04-24T09:24:00.000+10:00

top of the mornin to ya debba faye! my family went to fountain gate this morning and left me here to do my Vis Comm shit...HOW FUCKEN BORING?! so...naturally..im on here wasting my time hahaha! Yesterday Chris and watched that Jackass thing you lent him....oh so funny!!! i can never tire of seeing Johnny Knoxville get hit in the balls by little kids lol!!! anyho just thought id see if your blog was still showing signs of life and yes ive discovered its just as rad as it was when i checked it last time, go team debba! awell im off to write to that dude Ian from the UK and tell him about how Joss is being shit lol, Laters!
Em
PS: I CANT STOP EATING SULTANAS!!!!

wednesday well what can i say

2005-04-20T20:41:00.000+10:00

i went to bed this morning got up this morning went to school had an easy morning with study and a single food. at recess the groupw as together minus alburee who was at tafe and emmy faye was there. need to get movie for chris i get HIM(the band not chris em i think you had a heartattack) anyway after recess i had international studies and we worked hard int hat class until we all started to fall asleep. miss romano has it in for scully but he is getting fair annoying Bailey is the worst but what can you do oh yeah you can get them kicked OUT. anyway at lunch it was em, tasha nd i around the SPOT and we talked randomly man they are the best things. anyway Joss' birthday happy birthday. anyway after lunch i had english teacher decided not to show so we broke in did nothing listened to Arja nd laughed while everyone else was talking and stuff like that it was really odd. anyway school finished went shopping brought the new SLAM! and The Skateboard Magazine and have since read them and shall reread them later. anyway went shopping for tea got tea got held up by a relative i don't remember and then got home and have since watched tv without the net because dad was using the computer anyway need to deal with crisis'

back to school

2005-04-19T21:36:00.000+10:00

and i'm back at school incase you didn't read the heading this pisses me off so bad cause now i have ot wear a kilt and blazer 4 days a week thank you wash day. anyway today was fairly uneventful got up 7:30 and went to school had maths in the morning no body really had anythign to say but i did work and so did MEGAN which is really odd and scary. had Vis com after recess which is always really bad but miss lineham was in a good mood and was ncie to those of us that didn't finish folios yeah i didn't finish the folio i've been working on for the past week without that many breaks that mixed witht he other subjects homework makes my very boring and now annoyed because i didn't actualy get a break. anyway after lunch danielle and mel joined us todaya nd that was good had an interesting conversation about some random stuff that was a little too informative. anyway had international studies after lunch and did a lot of work but hasd to wait for some annoying folks eg bailey and scully who did nothing for the class over the holidays and therefore stuffed us around did group work and it was good worked with beau and jacinta. laughed at scully and bailey amkes faces at our group which were really disturbing. anyway thats about it came home after doing some shopping fought with the cat and the total gym but not at the same time and then listened to radio bam. anyway time to fly i think i over boiled my eggs for lunch tomorrow or well what to do and i want a hot chocolate.

i'm back

2005-04-17T18:45:00.000+10:00

haven't said anything cause there has been nothing to say should go back to normal soon because i will be back at school with all of my friends. all i have doen this week is homework anyway catch ya on the flipside

dont you love it when people lie

2005-04-13T16:24:00.000+10:00

gots to tell you i don't but anywya hows it going i am still doing homeowrk i got up this morning and did homework and thats it no wait i also watched MIB while i was doing homework and now i'm talking to some peps on msn i have blocked amanda and deleted her and cleaned out the other ones that i dont talk to so its fair tendy and cool
anyway thats all thats happened i'll catch yas later

hello all sorry i haven't updated

2005-04-12T11:50:00.000+10:00

anyway my weekend was good in the end got to foundd some nice shoes and a new digital camera but got either of them. i got a new dvd on motogp it was a review. anyway found the website with the radio bam episodes so its fair cool. did nothing on the sunday watched tv and looked at the garden for a bit. yesterday i did food homework and watched viva la bam. chatted to chris till about 2 this morning. had a fight with amanda because she decided that i'm one of her old friends and need to only be there when everybody else abandions her and shes lying to me again so i have decided and i told he rthis that i don't want her to call me ever again. anyway this morning i have been told by tash about a radio course and signed up its on friday looking forward to it also yesterday afternoon i found out that i'm going to melbourne tomorrow to visit Lucky magazine. anyway right now i'm kind of talking to irene but not really. anyway i'm listening to radio bam and they're doing prank calls and they are odd but funny. anyway i have to go back to homework finish off my food homework and so random stuff like that anyway i'm going to go and do that now.

hello hector

2005-04-08T21:30:00.000+10:00

i should visit your site again it'll have ot wait for the fact i am going shopping with my mum tomorrow or so says my sister who is buying my mums car for an amazingly low price. anyway i listen to all type of music. i like Grinspoon(Aussie Band), CKY, BOn Jovi, SLipknot, HIM, Zed, CCR, Red Hot Chilli Peppers and a shit load of others that are in my amazingly unorganised but existant music collection(by collection i now mean they are all in the same case which holds my 240 favourites) anyway i love my life right now although i am starting to feel like i should have already started homework but that hasn't happened and i should finish cleaning my room. i have just watched 2 movies for no reason and feel as though my time could have been spent better.

To all of my other reading(LOL i dont really have any) i have made 5 phone calls all short casue everybody is bored like me i got up at 1115 i was woken by a phone call. my sisiter has stolen the laptop that i was going to take to mums to watch dvds but no she wants to play her stupid games she already has a Desktop computer and our other laptop. anyway she tells me that she's buying mums car and that i'm going shopping with mum tomorrow at fountain gate i'm suss but it's possible mum never tells me anything until she's decided something it sucks cause i have to go along and i have no mulla at all anymore. yesterday sharon showed up with adam and there friend dave who was a tiny bit weird. adam hijacked msn againa dn now everybody is pissed at me. ahwell if they can't tell the difference in conversation topics then they have no idea who they are talking to. anyway i'm done i will not be updating on the weekend unless i can steal the internet from my mum who is an internet nazi have a good weekend all tash if you read this have fun at the youth thing with sam or bec or whoever is going with you.

rah rah rah

2005-04-07T22:23:00.000+10:00

hows everyone. john lydon in australia let us lock up the punk in all of us. today i got up with less than an hour to get ready for my 10am meeting with jane and the rest of the gang at the plaza. anyway hat was an enjoyable 20 minute meeting i went to sanity and found the viva la bam season 1 dvd and got dad to advance me my youth allowance and purchased it well worth if not for the commentary then for the hour 20 of extra footage. baked beans sealed in a can on an open fire i'll leave the rest to you. anyway went to leading edge with peanuts(yes i shortened your nickname) and shelley ending up spending an hour at the front laughing at the comedy festival guide and random stuff like that after about half and hour we started looking at the budget cd's. by the ay chris had joined us he was on the phone to em. got to say i'm dislikes no hating the laptop cause i keep pressing the wrong buttons and dad's looking at me for typing and wondering what i am doing. anyway after spending an hour out the front of leading edge we continued to select music and then on to the newsagent. after about 20 minutes of that randomness i made it back to the plaza to catch up with dad who was having he's lunch got my lunch potato and then went to snaity nd brougt viva la bam, the net and got the perfect score for free with viva la bam. nyway got home and watched the delected scenes from the first season and then watched the first six episodes with commentary then went back into to town for tea. had tea then went over to kmart and brought a new pair of boots they have 2 zips one of the are fake. dad brought the footy how dvd cheap and something else that i can't remember so very like me. anyway went to coles saw nick dad made a coment nick gave me an odd look and i was ready to kill dad got over it went to video ezy rented the incredibles and without a paddle. got home and watched the last 2 episodes of viva la bam. then watched ER and then a new episode of viva la bam man i need a life. and now i'm in the lounge on the laptop watching the footy show and watching previews of VLB season 4. oh and thinking how gross is sam newman he isn't good looking and he's personality sucks burn loser burn. anyway going back to previews and listening to ome groovy tunes toodles ciao bon voy aje???? my spelling sucks

well well

2005-04-06T22:37:00.000+10:00

i hate you stupid blog not really but how odd did that sound i was invaded last night during msn chats by my sis' boyfriend who decided it would be fun to play an even more disturbed me. anyway i have done a whole lot of nothing these holidays although i did clean my cd collection or at least make it that (a collection i mean where they aren't just lying around my bedroom floor without a real home) anyway got up 11 aaahhhh......got to love holidays. had a shower and that therefore ends the story of today minus eating drinking chatting talking and pretending i cared.

ALso HELLO HECTOR DRONE hows the world treating you most likely the only person other than em and tash and maybe amanda and chris to visit this super fabulous blog(notice how dodge the spelling has gotten and i only haven't been at school for 5 days or something next week should be interesting)

ello

2005-04-05T14:58:00.000+10:00

how goes it all i slept all of yesterday and i almost mean the hole day. anyway watched wrestlemania and that was about it. today i have done nothing but i plan on cleaning soon so that should be fun sad part about that is that i'm serious. i'm looking forward to cleaning i am mucking around with my myspae and the blog then i am going to clean all of the house cause my clean freak aunty is coming down tomorrow with her 3 little kids *aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* no sleep for the wiked*splet like chris spells it* any gunna jet and pretend i have a life should be fun

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2005-04-03T16:33:00.000+10:00

gawd damn it i hate studio arts right now!!! holidays usualy mean artistically i go nuts and create some damn rad stuff but I GOT NOTHING! lol oh so tortured!!! *snigger* im off to make pancakes and eat cold pizza, ja ne
Laters, Em

i forgot to do this yesterday or the computer was being manky

2005-04-03T12:15:00.000+10:00

anyway i went ot melbourne to see matt yesterday the hospital was boring and he looked extremely bored. went to hi fi supermarket and dad brougth some beatles dvd and then we went to dick smith powerhouse and brought so other random crap. i got a new visual arts diary so i can do my viscom it took a long time to find an A3 folder stupid traralgon. i'm on dads computer cause he's a golf. anyway went back home sharon told me about her and adam being together that wasn't half obvious. anyway got home and did CLEANING after we brought our DVD RECORDER. anyway did that klsitened to ZED RENEGADE FIGHTER NZ rocks man so good i love this song and i hadn't heard it in ages and have become obsessed again. anyway went to bed at about 2 or 3 got up at 10 had a shower and have sine watched part of the VIVA LA BAM marathon 3 seasons back to back will record season three later i already have 1 and 2. i am going out for ice cream later with my mum dad aunty and sister for dads birthday JAFFA ICECREAM FOR ME

2005-04-02T22:19:00.000+10:00

This is Fallen Short, what a emo boyband lookin lot they are too, Joss (left) just looks weird as, like his cat just died, Jarrod (middle) looks like most emo kids, they dont actualy realise there's a world beyond their own shoes, and finaly Chris (right) my bf, who appears to be peering into a hole he just dug trying to find leprachaun gold, either that he's having withdrawral symptoms from lack of Dashboard hehe

i'm so on HOLIDAYS

2005-04-01T20:38:00.000+10:00

here goes all grammer and spelling go team pyro new team consisting of anybody willing to tear and burn vis com or anything else for that matter. anyway got up dad's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD go team. anyway went to school forgot to return 2 books on furniture libriarians are going to moider me when they see me next. anyway had food in the morning made a pav roll made my friends estat it forgot to mention that i dropped my pen into it. any way they all seemed alive and i ate some there was too much sugar even for me. anyway made a deal with alburee more accepted her challenge which i will keep to myself. anyway had vis com next freaken out cause i didn't finish my folio wasn't that bad in the end last day or term one forever FOREVER unless i have to repeat bbbaaahhhh i'm cursed. anyway went to lunch hang around the quad with the plastics and shit. anyway had maths last 2 i love that class. did no work bad but had a lot of convo learnt more about dean getting stomped and jabba has seen kiss of the dragon. anyway got into maths the class was all fucked up with chairs and tables in odd places ended up sitting a little to close to JABBA arrrrrgggggggghhhhh. anyway megan showed up and then so did nyssa and emily about half way through the class. we were a full line of people in the back row with no way out it was funny. alex and scully were playing with water and were wetting bridie who wouldn't stop bitching my god little plastic princess no one cares about you and water at the back of your already to short a dress. anyway jabba called me a death obsessed freak with a hit list and said that i would kill people i said i wouldn't then he pointed oput i had said early i would kill scully so i explained what i would do which would be pin in back of neck paralysed blood flowing from eyes ears and nose. jabba goes you've seen kiss of the dragon yes ye si have jabba nice to know you have too. anyway pranked scully he freaked out and tried to figure out whose numbe rit was what a fool and after ringing my number and then realising it was me after about 10 minutes he just moved on. earlier in the lesson he had deleted he's number from my phone. i''l sign him up for something stupid it'll be great. anyway got home washed my jeans went to morwell called my mum found out she hadn't brought a present for dad from me. that pisses me off cause he pays for my present to her. anyway dads brought 2 fish and some clothes and brought me a rat wheel for my rats go evel and knievel. anyway got home affwtert alking to amanda and have been online talking to em and now i am going to sleep on the cuch for a short time

my cat loves you LOVES YOU

2005-03-31T18:42:00.001+10:00

NOT yeah spike loves yas loves tearing you to bits. any didn't update yesterday the blogger was being a bastard and i was doing other things. anyway yesterday was uneventful got up bus maths recess food leadership lunch vis com sac. i got more messages from briany last night and laughed so hard i fell off my chair b you try to hard to scare people your starting to look desperate. anyway went to bed after watching footballers wives and the 100 sexiest artists of all time got really scared PRINCE WON if i remember correctly PRINCE. anyway got up this morning THURSDAY and went to school with a high ony and straightened hair. had leadership in the morning with go nads and lineham doont know where clarkey was but didn't really care. went to recess talked to tash and alburee. uneventful but not bad. went to englisha nd listened to mrs wilson talk and talk and i fell asleep got the cds i had given to tash to give to NYSSA off REBECCA dont really know what ahppened but everything ended up all peachy and wonderful. anyway have to do somethings for becca and found brianys stupid fucking movies that i love and regret bagging arrh well what can you do you've done it now no i can delete the work i won't let you just continue on bagging everything about today ok. went to lunch had a nice convo with alburee i think tash was with brinay don't know don't really care own person blah blah. anyway jo joined us then jenn did to so the convo i was having with alburee about life ended and then we laughed at jo and listened to her complain about her saw ribs and back that no body knows the cause of. anyway went to international studies had to do scab what a waste of time. anyway when i got back to class lara and tach were singing got my phone out and recorded tach humming to i still call australia home and have set it as my ringtone. went to the meeting with sam another bout of empty promises that get my hopes up anyway dad picked me up and i went to go lo saw scully he was moving stuff in and making faces. ha ha you look scary with the dreds and the trolley thing an odd mix but it worked so well. anyway had tea with the woodhouses minus roos who was unbelieveably enough shopping i never saw that coming no no i didn't. anyway went to kmart and coles nick was stacking shelves and thenw e went home and i have sat in front of the computer with no intention of finishing my vis com folio that i am going to redo on the holidays starting from when i get back from melbourne on saturday afternoon. anyway catch you on the flipside thanks tahsa faye and emmy faye for the sentence i didn't say manky or mooch or did i

my cat loves you LOVES YOU

2005-03-31T18:42:00.000+10:00

2005-03-29T19:23:00.000+10:00

my cat hates you. HATES YOU! hahahahahahah

I think i broke the blog

2005-03-29T19:00:00.000+10:00

eeeiiip or my computer is being manky. any tuesday yet another day off thank you religion. i have watched movies and listened to music all day today quite enjoyable watched the 40 least most metal moments and laughed the metal hair my god how manky i will one day mooch that hair i swear it. anyway got up spent a very long time looking for a vampire movies and found it watched it(how funny are cheaply made movies there is always some form of cheap nudity or somehting along those lines) anyway after that i watched the 40 least metal moments and it was fair sweet. had no internet i was pissed off so bad. anyway the tv is calling me and thats all i've done today i have to homework that i have had 5 days to do. i have a sac tomorrow and i'm still feeling sick should be fun fun visit em's blog she put on some of her painting they rock.
www.dontwalkawayinsilence.blogspot.com anyway by you manky bastards sorry if i stole manky off someone its cool british accents rock em you do a good on

hello banana

2005-03-28T15:22:00.000+10:00

nice. have done nothing although i am feeling rather sick right now chris and the chocolate*shakes fist* sharon and adam are freaking me out. em don't turn into a chocoholic it won't end well. i am meant to be going to the express tomorrow but i am feeling really sick and don't want to go. anyway short update as i have done nothing i brought faster on dvd and another bon jovi album suck on that sharon. any hate to love you and leave but thats what i've gots to do. notice i didn't say globe or global artichoke once. ha ha crap

Happy Easter Team!!!

2005-03-28T12:05:00.000+10:00

tearin it up with reatin too much chocolate guys lol! DEBBA YOU NEARLY HIT JAS?!!! OH NO THAT HORRID *snigger* naw hes a good kid, and should stay away from roads altogether me thinks...yeh easter was ok-ness...chris came over on saturday after all, i got shit loads o chocolate of him and this red plush thing that giggles when ya squeeze it its so cute we named it Fat Mike cause its tubby and reminded us of Fat Mike from NOFX go team lol, meh i gotta go do homework now so bleh, have a good rest of ya long semi-not religious holiday heheh, cathya debba ya totaly radness you are,
Laters, Em

THe Darkness and BOn JOvi are stuck in my head ALSO HAPPY EASTER

2005-03-27T23:06:00.000+10:00

i scored bounce by bon jovi and have listened to it non stop. i was at my mums thats why there was no update. i am chatting to dan and chris. chris is telling me about how he already ate all of he's eggs and dan is bitching about he's hate of easter. anyway on saturday i went to mums and we built a pond then we went to kmart to exchange the liner they had cause the package was marked wrong and i twas too small. went and found the greatest bargain a pond kit that was normally valued at 299 and got it for 14 no mistake there 14 dollars and i got bounce by bon joiv and now i'm listening to the darkness. i did some homework and that was it we went to heyfield for tea at the chinese place and then i went to bed. got a call from amanda as i was getting readyt o sleep. got up sunday morning changed all of the clocks that weren't changed the night before. watched a bit of the nanny marathon and took some photographs of the pond. went to traralgon and visited some of my mum's friends and then went to van berkels nursery and brought a blue and an apricot lily for the pond there was a dead fish in one of the display bowls and the lady at the coubnter scooped it up in her hands and throw it in the bin then handed me a bag without washing her hands. got home searched for my darkness cd that was on the tv in my room i found it after i cleaned my room up. watched soem of CKY4 the lastest and greatest. listened to the darkness and bon jovi. now i am chatting to chris less to dan caus ei told him i wasn't going to dis easter. HAPPY EASTER ALL

Blah Blah Blah I say Blah let's all say BLAH

It's alive

Pictures Bitches lmao

Sorry BRo'

Hey Debbie

aloha

Wow It's been a while

Hey Man

Random MSN Convo Part 3

Random MSN convos Part 2

Random MSN convos Part 1

Hello Alburee

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

God God Damn IT Damn IT

Purple Monkey Dishwasher

Half Arsed Teachers can go to HELL

Pictures that I have stolen I think they are all stolen

Web messenger

Debbie come update your blog!!

GOD DAMN

Oh Debbie!

feeling angry and upset

I got my learners permit lalalala

i am enrolled in tafe

more pictures

SPIKE has

i never win

Cert IV = not being taught this year

Ha ha the crazyness continues

DECISION TIME

i'm gunna win this if it kills me

Ok so i've been lazy

Fire = burning for a week

There is a fire on the way

Dance Debbie Dance!!!

Wow am I angry

Things are sucking right now

I said i would publish a blog before new years

Merry Christmas to all

Bloody Hell i'm bored

it happened again

KaKaaw!!!

want to know what is really stupid

yo foo;

DVD's

second post today

hey all

hey hey i have a headache

Reeeeaaaaaaar snarl!!!!!!!

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DEBBIE!!!!!!!!

i'm alive

Fuck That Sucks

once again where the fuck is everybody have you all died?

where is everybody

I got my new digital camera

well no body can come to my birthday party

why yes i am not going to school tomorrow

WHO CAN DEBBIE CAN!!!

i went shopping again

DEBBBIIIE NOOOO!

Then The Devil Is Six

i went shopping today

empire records

hello all

Debba will you hurry up!!?

answer the phone

Hey Debbie your back!!!!

someone is always forgotten

i have totally lost my mind

LAAAA

thursday is the most??????.......special day ever

hi

i'm back after a lazy week and a day

Hey Ho Lets Go

wednesday well what can i say

back to school

i'm back

dont you love it when people lie

hello all sorry i haven't updated

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