Saturday, November 26, 2005

want to know what is really stupid

i'm over it. my mind is seriously playing tricks might be time to go and see someone about it but anyway i an't decide now whether i still want to have friends or whether i don't. maybe its just because i'm tired and am still crying. should i cry some much if it is the right decision? i dont know anymore and thinking about it makes me cry. well i think i will just forget what was said and i hope that you guys understand why i did it. hey if your dont forgive me then you aren't really worth having as a friend anyway i'm off to distract myself. if you want to talk email or call me. i'm not chasing you guys